.Doushite. <3

Muscles Aching; Heads Spinning

2009-10-26T00:19:00.003+08:00

As usual it's been a busy week,

and particularly tiring too!

First week of school have been quite slack w/ the 2hour average of classes per day :D

But rushing to work after school isn't fun ):

Tired!

Classes have been alright

But LMS's misunderstandings made me feel like a suck up.

Wth

I'm definitely not a suck up!

I'm just gonna shut my mouth and wait.

Goodbye to participation points tho

*waves*

I went to Vanessa's house to stay on tuesday night!

& I played Wii for the first time

I know how noob that sounds

shhh!

And i got muscle aches

T_T

My butt and leg muscles hurt when climbing uphill or stairs

& Boy(!) did Ngee Ann have alot of hills and stairs (overhead bridge)

Arm's hurt too!

Can't raise up hands -.-

Hahhaha

This is evidence that i'm not fit at all!

:P Ooops!

Saturday was my first bowling competition!

Those who are going: "heh? You're in bowling?"

Geez, you're slow!

Hahhaha but you realise i dont look like the cca s im in?

Sec Sch - Innovation: Robotics

Poly: Bowling

Cool, huh!

Anw, I bowled quite well for the first 4 games :)

But sucked for the last 4 games ):

BOO!!!

I was damn disappointed and sad.

Oh wells!

Train harder for next year!

C'mon C'mon!!

Next, Bid Farewell to my phone.

It died in the afternoon while i was work.

How cool is that? LOL

I was left stranded without a phone.

& i survived! (barely)

& strange things happen..

Left me pretty confused..

You should know i'm very sensitive with scents

Well that is of course if you have an obvious scent luh!

Anyway!

I keep remembering this scent

(it's as if i'm smelling it now)

Then it's a person's i know and quite close to one..

& haven't spoken to in a long time!

But somehow i just can't remember who..

I think subconsciously i miss that person

Think only..

I just can't figure out who..

&&&&

When i was young, my first perfume was this teddy bear shaped bottle

I didnt like the smell, but my mom bought it from HK & it was expensive

I seldom used it

And i think many many many years ago i threw it away already

Then one day while cooking my dinner, i smelt it again

I dont know why!

It's so confusing.

I prolly should feel eerie

But these smells are so close to the heart that i just want answers

Okays! Gotta go sleep!

Dad's coming home tomorrow! ♥

Hopefully he's a more cheerful person when he's back!

Crossing my fingers for good news!! :D

^^v

Busy Busy Busy

2009-10-18T01:33:00.003+08:00

School's going to start!

I'm having mixed feelings..

Glad to start school i can work hard!

Sad cause not so much free time anymore..

Also, school means less work.. So i dont get to see my awesome colleagues so much anymore!

(my awesome colleagues! But alot not in this pic :\ )

But then school means i can get to know my classmates better

this time, i will make more of an effort!

& hopefully got more RedCamp stuff!

A New Beginning for school, i guess :D

Blog in a week's time!

Promise ♥

Grayson's an Ass

2009-10-04T00:06:00.004+08:00

Grayson: ahah where you working at?

Me: Sentosa

Grayson: stand at the monorail and wave ah? :P

Me: No la, Retail

Grayson: Hahahha Sell overpriced food

Me: RETAIL LA! -.- not F&B

Grayson: Retail What?

Me: -.- SELL CLOTHES, SOUVENIRS, ETC ETC

Grayson: Where?

Me: Sentosa, mainly the beach area

Grayson: Do what?

Me: RETAIL! What is with you! LOL

Grayson: Ohhh Retail.. must be selling overpriced food right? :P

Me: WALAU -.- Food is F&B!!!!

Grayson: OHHH hahaha paiseh, at where?

Me: Wth, BEACH LUH. omgggg grayson u're chasing me to my grave!!!!

Grayson: woah? At east coast? 0.o

Me: WTH! SENTOSAAAAAAAAAAA! OMGGG

Grayson: OOOoooo Waving at monorail ah? :P

Me: im not talking to u.

Grayson: ):

TOTALLY What in the world right!!?!?!

& i was so tired then lo!

=.= He did it deliberately lo!

So irritating sia..

OH im off to sleep.Damn tired after whole day out!!

(at work of course! Gonna make enough money for school trip!)

2009-10-03T00:30:00.003+08:00

Just had the most tiring & annoying convo with grayson -.-

OMG

Either he's really dumbbb or he's damn good at acting -.-

Update you tmr!

Happy Happy

2009-09-25T00:14:00.009+08:00

Late Pictures + Recent!

They plucked out the balloon parrot's head ):

Khairul. Havent seen him seen orientation.

He's damn scared of balloons bursting hahah!

Caught red handled sleeping!

The first day i worked at merlion (:

My uniform. I know i look really kiddish -.-"

& orange lol

My welcome gift from carolyn!! ♥

Pretty view today :D

I had nothing to do at the counter so i decorated it! :D

Early Afternoon view :D previous was late afternoon

(Awesome view while working @ Hub 3 @ Sentosa! :D )

Work's been damn awesome :D

Awesome colleagues & everything!

You cannot get bored there, just sore feet

Hahahha!

So tired that you'll even sit on the shop's dustbin secretly xD

(Yes, the bin is clean -.- u throw paper & plastic in it only)

We're not allowed to sit haha!

Unless if it's our break la

So far I've worked at every souvenir shop in Sentosa except QM i think

& I've concluded that,

working on the beach is far more fun then at the attractions

:D :D

Because the things more easily sold cause they are needed

(eg. Towel, beach set, slippers, sunglasses)

& when you sell something, you get this sense of achievement!

SuQin leaving Hub 3 soon.

So I was taught how to close shop.

Oh my goodness,

There's so much to remember.

& i was late today so i didnt get to learn how to open shop

oh well, nevermind

Weiling say she'll get someone to teach me on sunday (:

Sunday i managing hut 7 by myself T_T

FULL SHIFT somemore

Cashiering is fun, really.

HAHAHA

Cashiering is what i pretend to do when i was young haha

Cashiering is fine, it's the alone part that I'm "scared"

LOL

Cause I dont like to be alone ):

Esp for Full shift. 7 hours. Outside.

T_T no make shift chair either (dustbin)

Nevermind Nevermind

This way I learn more.

& I learn independence!

Then they can put me in charge of more things eh? :D

See.. My work so awesome, you'all jealous right! ^^v

I made so many many many friends ok!

Then we whole day laugh & stuff one :D

How can be boring eh?

& I get paid xD

Heh heh heh

Okays! Gotta go sleep! :D

Going pasir ris in the morning, then meet junrong for lunch then shannon to go night safari with krystalle vanessa jan jesper adeline ben

Whole Week's packed packed packed until next week's thursday.

But that's cause I havent get my work schedule..

I WANT TO WATCH THE UGLY TRUTH!! T_T

That was totally random :\

Oh yeah, gha! Dont forget my baked rice eh? xD heh heh

I damn pig

SOMEONE MAKE ME EXERCISE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE

i dun wanna be a pig no more ):

(No, I do not welcome exercising together suggestions if you're a dude, or you're someone who has stamina. HAHAHA)

(P.S Steven stop laughing -.-)

Nights ((:

You're Delusional

2009-09-21T01:13:00.003+08:00

If you happen to see someone that looks at me @ Sentosa in Uniform..
It isn't me, so dont call me.
It's just someone else :D
Or you're just delusional.
Esp when you're at the beach

This week, my whole schedule is full!
Full enough to keep me occupied (:
Mentally occupied so Guilt & Disappointment stays far far away.
Far :\
If only, my dad stop growing old..
Then i wont have to feel guilty ):

A Closure

2009-09-19T01:08:00.002+08:00

To move on and do well in my studies,
I have to accept the fact that I have done terribly this time
Face the fact and move on
Truly one major wake up shake

My results are terrible enough to make me break down
But I really dont see the point in that
Though, for the first time in my life for my future:
I'm truly afraid

More than disappointment in myself,
I feel guilt towards my dad

But rather than reproaching myself
or counting out the "If only"-s,
I need to pull myself together & work hard

That's the only way to make it up to myself & my Dad

I vow to do well, & this coming sem,
I will.

Rock Bottom

2009-09-18T10:16:00.002+08:00

"Dont Last Minute Hug Buddlha Leg"
"Dont Cry Over Spilled Milk"

All quotes i should have listened to before exams
But heh, what's done is done
I've chiong-ed the max i can
But just didnt listen enough during lessons

First thundering wake up call, huh..

Day @ Work!

2009-09-16T00:49:00.003+08:00

Today.. i stood for 10.5 hours at least!

My legs are aching like !@#@%%#

BUT!

Today's a fun day :D

Worked at IOS from 1pm to 6pm

then i headed down to Oscar to do buskering until 10pm!

(It's all in Sentosa, relax LOL)

Today was like a challenge for my nerves hahah!

But it was all just a scam!

HHAHHA

I was very afraid of tension at IOS

but it proved to be otherwise!

Very fun..

Constantly got things to do :D

(I thought that was the most fun, then I went to Oscar)

I was very scared when i found out i had to do buskering @ Oscar

Basically you take a basket full of items & a money pouch,

then you sell them to the people who are waiting for the "Songs of the Sea" to start.

(For those who hasn't been to sentosa to watch show in a long time like me, "Songs of the Sea" is the improved version of "Musical Fountains")

Do Buskering, Smile until my jaw can break HAHA

But damn fun can!

When you make a deal, you're damn happy

Then when people question you like siao & dont buy, you'll feel =.=" but still have to :D

But heh! Feeling Happy-go-lucky there is easy!

If my colleagues not fun ah, i'm doomed!

Hahhah they are the ones that made me HIGH!!!

^^v

All the dumbdumb jokes, etc

Hahahha the atmosphere is totally awesome!

Really!

Really teamwork & Really working in harmony and fun

No cliques at all :D :D :D

But my sales not very good )':

Though i made the first sale & last sale, I didnt do well still

Josiah's better!

Hahahah must learn :D

Then we closed shop at 10pm and went home!

Omggg they really very fun to be with ok (:

Took train back with Jasmine & Lay Yan

Laugh until very tired can HAHAHA

Then Jasmine say I very suited to work at Oscar

(I HOPE I GET POSTED THERE!!!! *PRAYS!*)

Hhahaa dont know why I was very lame.

Like, all the secondary school possible lame techniques all popped up

But as long as you have fun,

That's all that matters! ♥

Tomorrow working from 12:30pm to 7:30pm @ IOS again

Then i'll go doro's house to stay over for the night :D

Thursday we go collect my Boys Over Flowers DVD (finally!)

Then at night go Bowling's School Team Training

Friday I meet Aunty Pauline for movie (finally meet her!)

Saturday, go sandra's church i guess

Sunday go work at Palawan Beach @ Sentosa (Higher pay cos public hol)

You must be wondering I siao ah, work on Public Holiday.

Well, I really have nothing else to do

If i dont work I'll probably Pig-Out at home

So I rather work! :D

I already Rejected the SL thingy.

My friend say i siao.

Spend all the time to go the SL Selections

then get in already, I reject.

HAHHAA! Not my fault

I didnt know my work schedule that time what!

Alrights! Gotta Sleep!

Have to wake at 9!

Any kind person wanna offer to wake me up? ):

Confession

2009-09-15T00:45:00.009+08:00

♥ ♥ ♥

我讨厌你影响我的心跳，
进入我的视线里，
妨碍我的思想。

你来告诉我，
要怎么样才能让你不要再左右我的人生，
要怎么样才能让我的脑袋不要再一直想着你。

我讨厌你
我真的讨厌你
因为你连让我忘掉你的机会都不给我

Oh my goodness!
There's another way of confessing
♥ v ♥

Oh course you can only pull it off if you're really awesome
& truly the "prince"!
♥

Sandra say i'm always dreaming of my prince to come
(i dont deny that! :D ♥ )
Jolene say it wont happen

& so i say,"I will continue believing"

& also quote,

"因为相信比较幸福"

(believing gives you happiness)

♥

让你会笑的礼物

2009-09-13T23:42:00.001+08:00

!!!!

he gave her a necklace and told her it's a present to let you smile :}

"是一个让你会笑的礼物。。"

How cute is that!

Usually boyfriends just give presents without explaining the point of it

(No -.- point as in the above meaningful example. not: for ur birthday)

Examples such as: "to remember me"

is way too ego.

REPHRASE!!! Like, saying it's to make her smile. Everytime she sad, & when she see the present, she'll smile & still remember you.

Isn't that better!! :D

After another random post. I'm off!

♥

i wonder how first kisses feel like....

Doro say i'm damn random :X

2009-09-13T03:15:00.002+08:00

我想就算我活到一百岁，也能够记得你现在告白的样子 ♥

...........

ok i shd really go & slp now!

我的王子 ♥

2009-09-13T00:40:00.006+08:00

♥

你是魔术师吗？

为什么这么问?

如果不是的话，你怎么会变成一个王子跑来救我呢？

(Smiles &continues playing the piano)
你怎么不想。。我就是王子呢？

♥ ♥

Go or Not to go

2009-09-11T00:10:00.004+08:00

I've been slacking, as usual
So i haven't uploaded pictures.
Hahaha!

Been sitting like a pig at home watching my awesome dramas
:D
Really havent started exercising
Doro says that day will never come )':
I DONT WANT TO BE A FATTER PIG THAN I ALREADY AM
T_T
But my determination has to rule over my food cravings first
DARN IT

Anw. Tomorrow I'm only starting my job orientation
& it's already sept 11th!
I'm not sure if i want to join Red Camp as an SL or not.
I already have gotten through the selections
(yay me)
But i need money for my overseas study trip )':
and krystalle say there's still next year for Red Camp
But if i reject the SL thing, won't it say something negative about me?

MANZXZXZXZXZ.

the events alone has 7 days
and it already clashes with my impt job days (that i just received)
& if im not wrong the 7 days, doesnt include preparation days.
GAH!

What am i gonna do!!! )':

PS the weather is so effing hot.
My fan's already at max -.-

2009-09-03T19:57:00.004+08:00

Today's quite a big day, i guess :)

It's Mummy's Death Anniversary of 9 years.

Time sure passes by fast

Then i was 8, now, i'm 17.

I'm not going to start whining about how much i've missed out on

because i know i've also learnt much

This is quite a emotional year,

so i admit to being slightly emotional in front of the Urn

First time I went alone on her Anniversary.

Know it's harder on Daddy

But i know we're being looked upon

so i shall just trust, and have faith! :)

I was also called to confirm that i got the job @ Sentosa :D

Not starting so soon yet though (:

Accompanied Shannon to find job @ JP today

Hope she gets positive responses soon! ^^

Know i've not been updating much.

No mood la.. hahaha

~~Quite~~ Very lazy.

Gotta get off my butt and exercise S-O-O-N

seriously. How did i become so pig.

Going out with Aunty Pauline tmr! :D

Haven't seen her in WEEKSSSSS

but i have RedCamp SL selections tmr morning first!

Ganbatte!

:D Good luck to me, eh?

Pictures on on 30-08-09 another day yeah?

28-08-09's another day also yeah!

hahah.

Too many to upload.

They are in facebook :D

except for 30th's

See ya ♥

2009-08-28T21:24:00.001+08:00

Seriously, watch these! :D
Damn funny pleaseeeeee..

Whose Line is it anyways: 3 Headed Broadway Star: Chili Dog

NOW, SCREAMMMMMMMMM!

2009-08-19T23:48:00.006+08:00

I think this is like the 2nd time i won something from Teenage Magazine :D

Not sure whether i am REEEEALLY lucky or it's just unpopular and i'm the only one who bothered

BUT!

listen, or rather read, what the prizes are first

#1 A GIGANTIC WHITE TEDDY BEAR

C'mon i know it's white. But IT'S BIG AND IT'S TEDDY BEAR ;D

It's one head shorter than me

( im not short =.=" )

it's about more than twice my size

( i am quite big sized )

It's TOTALLY HUGGABLE!

It damn heavy tho.

Or maybe i'm just the only one crazy about soft toys ♥

Show you pictures next time :D

HOW I WON IT:

Seriously, it was easy.

Dont know whether me using a bring green envelop helped.

Or maybe i was the only one free enough to do

I just had to fill in this CrimeWatch Crossword Puzzle

It's REALLY easy

LOL

Here's the Biggie.

HOLD YOUR BREATH

#2 BOYS OVER FLOWERS DVD SET

SCREEEEEEEEEEEEAM!

Okay, maybe i'm just over exaggerating the correct reactions

But the possibility of only me making an effort to win this prize is almost 0%

because it's such a HOT show now

& good thing i won it

heh heh :D

Cause i doubt anyone would buy it for me ):

It's so expensive

( no, i dont know how much it costs )

Anw, it's crossed off on my wishlist!

( See the right hand side bar )

KERYN'S HAPPY :D

it's my newest baby!

Have to collect it first tho......

HOW I WON IT:

I went online, and submit answer.

Question was: What are the names of the 4 main male leads

:D Easy! Even you can google it if you're not crazy over them!

Then! Teenage will tell you to increase your chances of winning by telling your friends about TEENAGE by emailing at the site.

1 problem.

You have to key in the emails ONE BY ONE

then type in this OPTIONAL MESSAGE box =.=

( they say optional but you can't send unless you type something in it )

Then send as many as you can.

Very time consuming

But i only sent like, 218 emails hahahha!

Knowing shortcuts on the keyboard is important :D

Anw, i wasn't really done with sending the emails, but heh.

I won anyways!

THANK GOD :D

I'M TRULY TRULY TRULY BLESSED ♥

Now i can go gapping my mouth

(obviously im exaggerating)

at the tv with awesome resolution and good subtitles :D

WAIT.

THEY'RE NOT GONNA GIVE NAMES LIKE, SICAO OR WTVR RIGHT?

It's supposed to be Geum Jan Di, Gu Jun Pyo, Yoon Ji Hoo, etc etc

o_o

NEVER MIND. I'm glad with what i already have!!

Okay back to studying! :]

Today's a happy happy day!

Doro's happy too

Happy with her new baby ♥

hehehehehe :D

Happy for herrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!

She still beats me at Tap Tap Revenge even when she say she sucks at it ):

Random.

Pictures from wayyyyyyyyyy back! :D

Man, i like me better last time. I love my double eyelids then! AHHH!! I look like crap now.

EDWARD CULLEN!!!!

Okay, i know im very random and fickled with the guys i like ):

But they are all very different from each other!

Cannot compare!

There's....

the Knight in Shinning Armour,

the Looks Damn Handsome,

the Fictional Hero,

and alot more!

That's all for now! Good luck for your papers! ♥

4 More Days!

2009-08-17T18:38:00.004+08:00

I just can't study!
Shannonnnnnnn!! )':

I'm going over to shannon's house tomorrow and will complete my stats revision!
Oh my goodnesssss....

Now is not the time for procrastination!!
Got to pull myself together!

It's only this way i can enjoy my holiday which i have much planned for!!

Ganbatte!!! ♥

Oh, here's GrumpyToast to you :D

If you’re lost, You can look, And you will find me
Time after time..
If you fall, I will catch you, I’ll be waiting
Time after time..

2009-08-12T10:11:00.001+08:00

i'm in the library now! ;D
IM SUCH A GOOD GIRL, AREN'T I!!

HAHHAHA

SHANNON HAVEN'T COME YET )':
So, i'm emo-ing all alone!
She's my study buddy :D
Jasper and Junrong stay so far =.=
AMK & Macpherson.. wthhhh
Then i'm like at, JURONG. Goodness! HAHHAHA
Though they are good study partners,
(looks doubtfully at Jasper)
The distance really too far!
& school isn't near for them either ):
*im so nice* :P
Oyyy, move house leh!! ;[

Anw!
I'm planning to spend my WHOLE DAY here.
Chionging studies.
Not that i really have a choice anyways!
So i bought 5 buns! ;D
Ate one for breakfast, the other 4 for lunch and dinner!
HAHAHHA im awesome, ain't i!

No, Do not be mistaken.
I'm not a chiongster / nerd
I'm just a girl who plays / slacks far too much
and now, i have NO CHOICE but to work hard for the remaining 9 days!!!!

AN AMAZING AMAZING NEWS HERE FOR YOU THO!
My Fav manga's Chapter 118 has come out!! ;D
Of Volume 20 ^^v
学院爱丽丝！！

But the internet here at the library is horrible
So, i shall be a good girl and only read it at home!

Now, it's time for study!!!^^v
Ganbatte Everyone!

2009-08-09T20:34:00.003+08:00

It's been AGES since my last post! :D

I'm sure you guy missed me right! hahah

All my projects are finally completed!

[obviously not i write one]

[squeeze ur head!]

Got an "A" for MIEC with shannnon

& an "A+" for BMGT with krystalle, shannon, vanessa, adeline and jan!

Not bad for projects :D

Now, if i could do the same for my studies!!!

Hence, I will start and blame the procrastination factor!

I procrastinate wth almost everything except, ofcourse, my fav manga and shows! :D

Speaking of my favourite manga!

(No, it's not a brand new addiction/craze)

I have wanted these books since sec 3! Or was it sec 4 =x

I'm planning to officially start collecting after my exams! :D

Anyone wants to help?

Donations are absolutely appreciated / needed!

There are currently 20 books, the latest one came out on 5th Aug!

But it's the Jap Version..

I check stores and found only 9 books ):

They are $5 each!

PLEASE HELP!!

I know you are all reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeally generous ;)

Oh the manga's called:

学院爱丽丝 -- Gakuen Alice / Alice Academy ♥ ♥

It's only available in Japanese & Chinese

My Jap is BASIC 101 so obviously i want the CHINESE ver! :D

I know this might look very childish

But it's about students with special powers in a special school

And they call the powers, Alice.

& the school isn't as great as it's supposed to be.

There's an organisation against it and the school use a certain group of students' powers against this organisation.

And the main character, Mikan, has a very interesting history and she also goes through alot in the school!

It's reeeeally interesting!

It has a very wonderful storyline that is bound to make you laugh, cry and get addicted!

I can't remember the numerous times i've laughed to myself or tried to control my laughter while reading. You can ask my friends. They thought i was mental ;D

There are also very touching scenes that call for tearful moments!

Even i, myself, wonder why am i crying over a manga!

It's reeeeeeally very addictive because it's has "action", comedy, true love, friendship and many many more inside!

After much "promotion" about the book, my main point is..

I reeeeeeally like this book!

And i want to collect them all ):

And i'm sure you're very generous :D

*hints hints*

hahhahah ;)

OH! Did you guys go for the youth conference a couple of weeks back?

The concert's awesome!

It's the first time i've been there tho! hahahah

Kelvin said last year's more fun ):

But since he still lost his voice, i'm sure this was equally fun!!! :D

No pictures ):

So i wont say too much here then!

[I forgot to charge my camera!]

Last week krystalle, shannon & vanessa came to my house for a sleepover!

Was supposed to sleep damn late!

But they were all tired ):

Alot happened! Hahahha!

Dumbdumb pictures were taken (up in Facebook) and Dumbdumb incidents happened too! (But i can't reveal or i will die)

[The cup so big, the cookie only 1inch in size -.-]

[ordered the same drink, but vanessa's one so small AHHAHAH!!]

Vanessa & Shannon!

[i think shannon take one]

Me & Krystalle!

This is vanessa SLEEPING, 20 min after she shouted she was awake and alert.

Shannon is a glutton, eat so much for breakfast! TSK!

[Krystalle's thumbs down]

Can't wait for another yea!

RANDOM:

Shannon dropped one of her slippers, so....

Krystalle put it further away... :D

Shannon: ehhhhhhhhh!! My slippers )':

Well then!

Exams are just around the corner!

About one week plus?

Ganbatte!

Let's all work hard and study hard!

So we can play hard!!! :DD

[By the way, i can promote to Jap 102! :D ]

Oh, anyone has GOONG Soundtrack? :D

Can lend me?

(Yes, i know it's a very old show)

♥

keryn!

2009-07-15T23:53:00.002+08:00

I'm supposed to blog about Nicole Voon. Some how.

HAHAHHA

I think I'm also supposed to write about stuff like:

Nicole is awesome
Nicole is the best
Nicole Rocks
Nicole is fabulous

Instead.. I shall say:

Nicole is fun to bully
Nicole is good jap partner
Nicole um... forced me to praise her
:P
Nicole should buy me stuff
Nicole should treat me meals
Especially during the Jap Festival on the 22nd Aug!!!!
Nicole knows Keryn is Awesome
^^v

Now that's so much better!
Isn't it :P
Heh heh

Picturessssssssssss.
Well.
Only two.
But still, there you go :P

omg i just realised it's the exact same shirt as i wore on the last day of bintan camp
-_-" LOL

PS. I forgot how we met :X
Oopsssss

2009-07-13T00:19:00.003+08:00

Shall just blog up the pictures to town with Adeline and Vanessa!
That day's a funny day :P A windy one, that involved dresses!
Hahahha I told them to dress bimbotic with heels and all.
End up they say i looked very normal and they look so outstanding with bimbo written all over. Hey, i'm naturally not bimbo :P
Hahaha but i still felt bad. It's still funny though.
You know why? Because my dress cannot fly :P
Oh yeahhhhhhh~

ANYWAYS! PICTURES! ;D

Other pictures next time! ♥

2009-07-08T14:04:00.006+08:00

MY AWESOME DPA EXPERIENCE

explained out really briefly

Who can forget the Orientation Camp! The running up and down. Kelvin's evil face when burning things. And of course! Our little Grayson!!! Grayson with his world famous picture! :D

Another of the HUNDREDS of crazy / dumb / fun /spastic /unglam / candid shots! ♥

RED DOT MUSEUM TRIP! ;D

DPA BINTAN CAMP GROUP! ♥

MINDWORKS CLASS! :D

CATS CLASS!! :D

BCOMM CLASS ^^

DPA BA STUDENTS (most anw) ;D

GYM CLASS!!! ♥

I have almost forgotten that there'll be a new batch of DPA students. Seemed to keep forgetting that we're not the last and most unique batch of DPA but only just the 2nd. Meaning, there's still more to come! Nevertheless, see that the DPA applications will be beginning in about 2 hours time, it brings back memories! :D

Now i shall go on rambling and reminiscing DPA!
(For the dont know how many times already)
:P

The time where hours was spent in front of the darn computer screen, pulling hairs off my head just to think how to write a short write up on myself. After hours of trying to make myself sound awesome, there comes the stupid task of summarising like crazy.

Then, I submit and wait for the call to come.

Days pass and I hear about people already getting several calls from various polytechnics. Panic arises. What if i dont get in???
Then the sour grape part of the brain retorts,
"Aiya, only anyhow write and submit only what!
(Forgets the hours in front of the computer)
Dont get in then dont get in lo"

Finally the call comes, and I got too excited and missed out the most important part of the conversation.
I didnt catch what course I got selected to go interview for.
OOPS.
So i called and called during the weekends, but no reply!!!!
how?!?! Interview was in a few days time!
So i just prepared for a normal business course.

On the day of the interview...

I fell ill.

HAHAHHAHAHAHA! How awesome is that! And my english teacher told me I looked horrible and advised me to put make up T_T
LOL awesome much.

After much support from kenny and mr lee and mrs firdouse and friends and aunty pauline, I gathered my materials and went for the interview alone.
): I dont like unfamiliar places and I don't like being alone.

Found out that my course was International Business. Felt like a loser telling the person I didnt know what course I was being interviewed for =.=
Sat at the side of the room with other applicants.
They were all fully prepared and not nervous and had no extra materials!!
I felt dumb ): and inferior

Then it was my turn!
I was trembling and stammering.

Details in my old post but paste it here anyways:
My interview was alrights la. They were very friendly and the ambience was relaxing but i was still extremely nervous T.T Haha! In front still okay because it was all personal questions. Then behind the guy asked if i read newspapers. Oops, atomic bomb 1. Haha! Then later she asked what was the recent news. So i talked about US election. But i dunno what the other guy's name. T.T So i said, ".. Obama and the other guy.." =.= like, what in the world. LOL! Then after that he asked about financial news. #$@#%^&^%%$#$@!!! I was like half laughing le. haha. i said, "er.. That i have too say im not to sure.. haha..." Then they ended with, "if you dont get in through DPA, there's still JAE :D " LOL! Am i supposed to feel assured? haha

I typed that ages ago so it's abit.. erm... fill in the blanks yourself.

ANYWAYS!
Then I get the email saying I got in!!!!!! Goodness I was so happy! Obviously I accepted.

Then the first DPA Orientation Camp. I almost lost my way there. Thank God for wide social circles :D Made 2 friends in the first few minutes!!!

More ramblings in the below link!
Click Here! There's pictures!

You want more DPA lessons nonsense the just go read my archives la. I lazy go find links :X

The entire DPA journey led me to learning alot and meeting new people!
Like, REALLY alot of people!
First you know one, then one knows two, two knows three, etc..
It's like a chain relationship!
After each class, each outing, each camp, you get to know even more people and more friends.
Not just as acquaintances but as good friends!
Almost all of your DPA mates, you have personally build strong and close bonds between them!

Just walking down the school now, you bump into DPA mates and a loud and friendly "HEY!!!" or warm smile reminded by awesome memories is exchanged ♥
I wouldn't give up anything in the world for them
♥

DPA IS AWESOME!!!
So i got lesser holidays, so what!
We had fun everyday! :D
Awesome camps, awesome classmates, awesome teachers, awesome gym mates :D
AWESOME PEOPLE ♥
and a free BINTAN TRIP w/ (Again) AWESOME AWESOME PEOPLE!!!
♥ ♥ ♥

IT'S AN EXPERIENCE TO DIE FOR!!
(sound so commercial tho hahah!!)

♥
i miss you guys

2009-07-05T02:37:00.003+08:00

Can't sleep. Again.
Meaning it's time for more food gorging sessions.
(trust me, it isnt as bad as it sounds)

Hopefully i can sleep through 4PM and dont encounter any irritating little people sitting on my foot while im sleeping.
=.=
Because since i have no where to go tomorrow.

I know you're going: Huh? Little people? Why are they sitting on your foot!?
Well, it's a long story.
One i'm not planning to elaborate on
Which is also one, you dont want me to elaborate on

Time to go.

I dont mean to sound so. Well, what i'll describe as long ago would be, "mean". But well, I dont mean it intentionally. I'll be nice tmr. That's if tomorrow allows me to be so.

Today i realised who i become. And i knew why. Because I cared. With a "D". Past tense. It not longer is valid. Because i cared, i am here and who i am today. Not caring makes my life more easy to swallow and dwell. Since life is unavoidable, I do my best to make go by.. quickly. With tons of effort and iron plated determination, I'm sure one day i can honesty say, "I dont care a single bit." And nothing. Nothing would matter. At all.

I find it ironic. How can not caring be so difficult.

2009-06-27T03:38:00.002+08:00

The BBQ Pictures that i owed. I think I look crappy. BUT it's not the first time. So there you go!

To Lily: Ps, I know I posted them up late. Here are the pictures of you that was up on FB :]

2009-06-25T22:38:00.002+08:00

Haven't been blogging for quite a while. Loads have happened, obviously, more bad than good. But no point focusing on the negative if it's irreversible.

Well! I can finally say, "I, Keryn, have participated in a GSS Sale!" :D Doesn't sound to be much, but to be a Singaporean and not participate in the GSS shopping sales, is seriously too loser to even be spoken of! Spent less than a $100 bucks tho :D Now, that's an accomplishment. Got everything from bags to tops to bottoms to shoes :D A full outfit! One of each.

Oh and there was the 4E3 outing along with my "Supposedly" Facils Outing. Shall post up pictures soon ok! :D Try. Haha, must wait for sheng ming to pass me pictures too!

The 4E3 outing was better than i expected :]

The facils outing very failure for a facils outing, because bad timing. Everyone had projects. But for a normal outing, it's very nice :D Dennis, Yeeler, Sheng Ming and Me went to Marina Barrage and ate! Banana Cupcakes, Drinks, 8 packets of Sushi!! Goodness, It was so filling! Then we took stupid stupid pictures. Ideas compliment from Yeeler. Hahaha! Wanted to watch movie but it was late :\ OH WELLS! Next time, yeah? :]]

Went shopping with Vanessa and Adeline to town... in HEELS!!! Lol. It killed my feet. I had a comfortable pair of heels, but the strap came out. So I had to wear the other one which was REALLY uncomfortable :\ Lesson Learnt, i guess!

Things at home have been chaotic and emotionally draining. Which made me gloomy, "emo" and slightly quieter than the usual. So you would have to forgive me if I flare up when you irritate me :] There's more than i can handle already. & normally I would forgive easily (Depending on situation). So if I don't take your apology that easily, obviously you screwed up terribly somewhere and you still are. The closer you were to me, the more difficult it is for me to forgive. Well! So much for dramatic scenes.

Had breakfast with Buddy this morning :S The poor dude wasn't even awake yet. Goodness. Hahha my apologies :D I didn't sleep a single wink so being punctucual was simple! I looked like a frigging Zombie tho :X Ooops?!

After proj in school, i desperately need a place to crash and sleep. Aunty pauline wasn't home ): So I went to Doro's house to sleep. Hahaha I called and asked

K: Can I go your house and sleep for the day?
D: You mean for the night?
K: Nopes, Day. I need go home at night

So! I went there after school and slept until 7plus, had dinner then went back to my "home" at 10 plus :]

Enough of updates! School holidays ending! I, for one, am definitely glad there's no extended holidays for Ngee Ann because cramming of more projects and a possible e-learning week (again), is not a pleasant thought at all! ^^v

2009-06-17T20:50:00.001+08:00

i will not cry. I will not cry.

2009-06-14T03:39:00.008+08:00

WARNING: WORDY POST. Read at your own boredom / risk lol.

Exams ended on Friday. Which marked an end to stress, rushing and probably last minute work / studying (Here's to hoping). It also means the start of my TWO WEEK term break! :D Went to town with doro :D Had fun hahah. Bought books and food only :\ Didn't benefit from the GSS sale (I dont think pepper lunch 30% is counted), feel like such a noob. Lol. Wanted to buy two things though!

1. My White Pants from F21.
Looked damn fat in it =.= (I'm fat cause i eat and dont exercise. Dont argue, i know my body best. lol) Tried to convince myself that I looked okay in it, because the price was reasonable and it was WHITE! But... really cannot make it. :\

2. This sandwich cutter thingy from the toys fair thingy
It's the cutest thing!! It lets you put filling between two sandwiches then seals it up for you whilst cutting it into cute animal faces, like dog or pig!! ): I really wanted it, up to a point where I was quite desperate :X Hahhaha you see, it cost $40. My sense of right and wrong kinda left me, so i had to call my aunt to further enforce that "sense" back. It worked, I knew very sure it was not worth it ): Still, it sucks knowing what's right or wrong.

There was also this chocolate pot thing, let you design your choc shape etc. Then there was the cupcake icing machine doro loved so much. Oh there was a bento making set too. GOODNESS. They were all so adorable and horribly over priced. Now, if only i was a rich, spoilt, dumb girl who didn't know the terms "practical", "expensive", "saving" and "not worth it".

Talked alot with doro :D I think that day it really let me know more about her lo.. Talking about the past also made me further affirm how terrible, horrible, selfish at the one part of my past :X and how straight forward i was about it too. Ugh, well at least i learnt and im not advancing in another not any time soon right? :]]

Oh according to doro on thurs (I went out with her on thurs to JP hahahah never study), it was our one year anniversary. HAHAHHAAH. No, please don't go check your calendar and try to rmb when / what / why. We were at JP and at a expensive jap bookstore then she asked if i was going to buy anything. So i replied if she was kidding and i will not buy anything from there, wel unless my dad gets a job and i can afford to spurge. Then she was like, "I buy for you for our one year anniversary luh darling!" HAHAHHA so yeah, so that's how the whole "one year anniversary" thing popped up. On friday when we further affirmed the date, i say she cheated on me. Then i realised OOPS. It was me. Hhahahahha! C'mon how was i supposed to know we were together then x_X

Oh yeah. I also realised something whilst talking to doro and decided to make an effort to change!
"It's out with the Bimbotic-ness and in with the ENGLISH-y-ness!"
Hahahah. I'm just became way too bimbotic for my own liking. Kind of disgusted with it, ugh. I shall blame this poly term because DPA made my english chim HAHAHA i'm so gonna get killed. Anyways, so yup. I'm going to put this 2 weeks term break to good use! [[:

Actually I have to take out the vulgarities part. (Why people say vulgarities when it's only the "F" word? It's ONE word. LOL) Anyways yeah. I got this stupid habit back whilst studying with jasper. =.= Ah, "thanks" ah. Lol, but doro said she was proud for some reason ._.

Bro's annoying alarm clock is ringing. And he keeps snoozing it. (Runs in the family, hahahah. *guilty*) Dont know why he wants to be up so early anyways =.= He not waking up but the alarm's annoying me. That just totally defeats HIS alarm clock's purpose.

ANYWAYS

I bought two books:

1. One Fifth Avenue
The first time i bought a book I CHOSE, that doesn't include fairytales. Now i realise that i should have stuck with it, because this book just BORES me. Seriously. It's just drama drama gossip gossip, utterly draggy and pointless. At least fairytales had dramas that included love. Pure love, you know? AH, oh well. Lesson Learnt.

2.For One More Day
A TOTALLY AWESOME BOOK. Too short to my dismay, but a very interesting, moving and can-relate-to kind of book (: Read it at night when i couldn't sleep. It's so touching, i swear. The ending was abit freaky and uneccessary though. The book's totally awesome but it made me miss my mummy. I guess that's why I cried hell loads, 2 packets of tissue, mind you [: They said stuff like, what would you do if you could have your mother back for a day. The story started out nothing about his mother. Then his mom died and he realised he knew nothing about her. Many things happened to him and he wanted to commit sucide, that's when he had his one more day with his mom ((: Go read it.

=========================================

Emo Up Ahead. Proceed only if you're really bored.
No complaints after reading though.
Ample Warning Given.
Good Day
[:

Now i guess it comes for the time for me to mass type out emo chunks of rantings, but I decided not to. That's because I want to forget. & so this brings me to the method I found that is supposed to help. I'm choosing to forgo the sad emotions, and so I wouldn't be sad, my heart will not waver and my mind will not argue back and forth every single time. & most of all, I don't have to be understanding and feel the guilt.

It's going to be make me a heartless bitch but I seriously can't take it anymore. I'm too tired. Utterly mentally and emotionally exhausted. This whole shipwreck journey cost me too much.It made me give up so many thing and lose the most important thing that means the world to me. Sometimes I cry so much and I wonder if this was my only solution. I realise it wasn't the solution to my problem. There's no solution to my problem. Crying is just my way of relieving the pain.

Life just doesn't excite or interest me anymore. I laugh, i smile, i'm amused. But it's only for that moment. What happened to the everlasting laughter and amusement I used to have. It's dreadful, terrible and pathetic that I find Life a bore. Have to find a purpose. That's the solution, right?
[Here's for a laugh. Told Aunty Pauline I had totally lost interest in guys , let alone relationships, right after the moment I got all this crap and lost interest in life. Asked her jokingly, what if i turn into les how. Hahaha. But she say won't, and not showing interest in guys now is a good thing. *shrugs* She's got to right, right?]

I can't talk to my dad or brother about it, Goodness no. They don't want to solve it. Their stupid ego and pride gets in the way. It was what landed us here in the first place.

I can't talk to Aunty Pauline. She has alot of her own problems..

I can't share with my friends. Or rather, I won't do that. It just creates this awkward moment. Also, I dont want people to feel sad for me or pity me.

Then you wonder why am I saying this all out since I said I didnt want to in the first place. This is the last time I will "elaborate" on this. & this, typing some of it out, helps me abit.

I know this just makes me look like a totally emo person. But no, I'm not sucidal. I don't have to the courage. I told ronald before I thought of dying so can relieve my family of some burden. Then he said it was dumb because it wouldn't help much. Then I thought about it and realise it was true. Facts and practical reasoning saved me, i guess. So yeah, I'm not sucidal. I'm just an average girl with pain. And like many others, it's pain that I will say is more than others. I will not explain or elaborate on it. My reason used to be, "They won't understand. They haven't been through what I have". Now it's just, I'm tired of explaining.

[: Alrights i have to go back to sleep ..

2009-06-06T21:59:00.003+08:00

After a heavenly combination of my favourite chocolate and favourite fresh milk, it's time to hit the books! :D I forgot how much i loved those chocolates! Unhealthy, but it's a treat if you eat them once in a while ^^v

Shall emo another time, whilst mass typing emo rubbish here. But now's not the time. I have more important things to accomplish. Accomplish for myself. For once.

TO BOOKS IT IS! :D

Church tmr with Aunty Pauline :]] Havent seen her for quite some time liao. What should i wear?... Ahh, the troubles of a kid :D

2009-06-06T16:46:00.002+08:00

Common Tests Coming Up!

Mon - Bstats
Wed - Miec
Thurs - ITB
Fri - Blaw

Why can't Blaw be on Tues instead. Then, I would have a longer holiday.
In a blink of an eye, it's almost 2 months since school officially start and common tests are starting, holidays coming, a new term soon to start!

So many things changed, so many things yet to change. But now isn't the time to brood over that! I have to stop procrastinating and start managing my time properly! Be a nerd can be fun. Now, why didn't I start earlier. Hahahaha. Oh wells!

Good luck to everyone taking common testssssss! ^^v

2009-05-31T23:49:00.002+08:00

I've finished all my E-Learning! Like, totally just in time also.
Good Gosh and Good Riddance!

I'm supposed to go through my tutorials and lecture notes too. But, my brain got limit lehh. I want to go eat my tiramisu liao :D

OH OH DID I TELL YOU ABOUT THEM? :D
I signed up for one of the NYAA Activities which was Baking tiramisu and Choco cake on saturday :D So we paid $22 then came back with 2 cakes. A Tiramisu 17 x 17 big and A Choco Cake diameter 17! And it's a confirm success because the chef will help us make the few main one :D And he really goes through the recipe step by step ^^v

IT'S VERY NICE TO EAT :D
Thus i shall make you all jealous now and go and eat!!
Passed doro almost half of it, she better finish it hahahha

BYEBYE

2009-05-31T15:34:00.002+08:00

I didnt sleep last night, again! Hahaha. This time it's for a good cause. I was cleaning up my room after an unnecessary, unfounded and immature outburst from dad. Then i didnt realise it was morning already. Was so tired so the last batch of packing was just piling and throwing and hiding it in the empty shelves of cupboards :D Still, i feel very accomplished ^^

Went to bathe at 7AM then fell asleep on the sofa then 8plus i returned to my room to sleep :D Then i overslept =.=

Now I'm at dorothea's house for a supposedly study time :] Buh Bye uh

2009-05-29T11:41:00.004+08:00

-Post Removal
Decided to take down the post last night. So yeah :\ Hope the situation looks up. Controlling my irritation is getting harder ;[

MORNING!!!! [[:

Gaah! Got irritated awake by dad =.= Anyhow fiddle with my laptop. I think my previous internet provider very poor. Just because of korkor's selfishness to set a password to the modem, Dad thought the internet provider company suck. Oh wells, I told him before, but did he listen? Noooo~

Since I'm up after only 4 hours of sleep.. I might as well.... try going back to sleep again :D Then wake up 2hours later to do my elearning ^^v What say you..

Man I miss DPA and Bintan Trip :\ It was my first overseas trip with schoolmates and friends..ever! And we had so much independence :D Totally awesome. Now, if an overseas shopping trip can be planned! heh heh heh :D I want to go Korea, but language barrier la.. Also very expensive.

*POUTS*

Fine Fine. Reality Check. I'm dead beat. Gotta Sleep.

2009-05-28T21:34:00.004+08:00

Going to have to kick this oversleeping bad habit of mine asap or i'm going to seriously piss people off.. And I have to stop procrastinating before my studies really suffer and of course so will I.. Why is growing up so tough ):

Last night I was slowly slipping into depression and I wondered if it's just because I'm growing up. The times when I would switch on my com, and get so busy with Instant Messenging, Blogs, Games, Facebook, Friendster and whatnots. Those were the things that I was really interested in. Now they just seem so boring and at times I just stared at my com and wonder, "Now what?" This is growing up, right? Please tell me it's me growing up and tell me to start focusing on studies. Because though I just stare blankly into my com, I still refuse to get my lazy butt off to go study. Laziness & Procastination -- My Worst Enemy & Best Friend. LOL

Today I packed my room! 45% packed anyways. But hey! At least I moved my butt ^^v Accomplishment, heh? Actually it's because my dad wore this murderer look the whole day, which made me do what i did. But who cares about the reason when you got the result already, right!!! :D This is the part where you go, "Keryn's a good girl :D She's learning liao". LOL Me and my nonsense. Anyways! My dad told me to clear my childhood clothes, mostly my winter clothes when I was Primary 1. I wonder how much, or rather if i even grew =.= Or it could just be my mom buying very big clothes. Why? Because I could actually still fit into them -.- not with ease, but yeah. TELL ME IT'S BECAUSE MY MOM BOUGHT BIG BIG CLOTHES FOR ME LAST TIME )': Because I know I grew through the years! I DID! I REALLY DID! LOL.

I realise I keep using, "Tell me..." alot recently. Qiheng still has the best reply tho. Lol! I was asking who was going to the opposite bus stop because no one was & it was very dark. T_T So I asked him, and I added, "Please tell me you'll be going to cross the road. Please tell me you'll be going to cross the road.." Then he replied, "I'm going to cross the road... then cross back again."

._. FAINTS. LOL!

Yesterday was Jap speaking test!!! I screwed up loads but teacher say can pass.. AHHHH!!! I was so nervous I mixed up the words. I spoke without thinking. Literally. GAH!! Nevermind! I'm going to work harder for my hiragana tests!! :D YUPP!!

Walau -.- my dad didnt know I was sick and had fever last week =.= And he doesn't know I took Jap for my diploma plus. SPEECHLESS, man. Totally speechless. :\

OKAYS! Going to get back to work. This E-Learning isn't as fun as you all think! So I don't have to go to school. So I don't have lessons. BUT!! E-Learning isn't awesome when exams are a week away. And it isn't awesome when the school takes this as an opportunity to stuff us with projects and a ton of homework. Nopes. It's not fun. Not fun, AT ALL.

After Whine Whine Moan Moan Complain Complain It's Time for Serious Serious Study Study Emo Emo

LOL Put a picture up first! Quite a while back when Jan got 2nd for the NP Badminton Open :D

AND STUDY!! BYE [:

2009-05-26T10:01:00.002+08:00

GOOD MORNING! :D

I've been in school still 8:40AM and it's frigging E-Learning!! There's no difference when there's school. Where's my self determination!? Common tests coming up and right now I'm so screwed up. One week more to improve and focus!!

I know I've been in the Boys Over Flowers craze. But I'm not really into them la. More of the.. hmm, the whole Soulmate, Prince, Love story Day Dreams :D Hey, when reality doesn't provide, I turn to day dreams. Is that so bad? :P Don't know how long more I'm going to stay in this Day Dream though.

Haven't had my Awesome Prince Dream in a long time. Should be a good thing, i guess. It's so weird that I want my prince now, but i'm not interested in any relationships. Hahaha! Oh oh oh I know!! I only want that "One" :D After all the history, you just get bored with all the drama and nonsense. Sucks growing up.

My nose is still running. )': Toilet Toilet Toilet!!!! But need wait for krystalle come first ): Hahahaha! That's totally random but but but :D can you really blame me? Hahahah I'm at OurSpace "studying". To Be, anyways! ^^

Feel like a total twit. BYEEEE!

2009-05-26T00:30:00.004+08:00

Just got home at around 12 midnight from bowling. I'm so tired. I slept from 8AM to 11AM earlier in the day. Then went school then after school went bowling.

So much problems with bowling.. DADDYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!! ): I have to practice more!

I'm so tired that I lost all my emotions -.- LOL so cool right. After bowling nicholas acc me go bus stop wait for bus. LOL he whole day wear white from head to toe =.= Hahha Cheeying never go bowling today. The only people i knew were qiheng and nicholas. Freshies that is la! Bowled with seniors today again. Got suan by alvin and kenneth so much with their stupid sarcasim... But that last set really damn suay. *Shakes Head*

Was so tired then emoed at the clementi bus stop. SO!!! I took out my phone and looked at pictures ^^v Lee Min Ho, KIM BUM, Hyun Joong :D Hahha cheered me up immediately!

Which reminds me.. Last night when i couldnt sleep, I went to look through my pictures. My DPA Gym class, CATS class, Mindworks Class, Bcomm Class, DPA Peeps.. DPA Camp.. I MISS THEM ALL ♥ )': Those were the days man! No irritating ass, No awkward silences, No dislikes and gossips, Total Enthusiasm, Sporty-ness, fun and laughter. DPA's Still The Best. ^^v *wipes away tears*

Now I'm off to watch another repeat episode of Boys Over Flowers then it's off to bed! Too tired already (: It's chiong ITB and Jap tmr!! WISH ME LUCK!! ^^v

Nights people, sleep early!

My White Prince!

His Lovable Boyish Handsome-ness!! ♥

His Killer Smile!!! :P

2009-05-25T06:37:00.004+08:00

Goodness, I havent slept the entire night. AGAIN. =.="
LOL I'm amazed at how im taking it though. hahah Last time sure cannot one.. But then again it's not something to be proud of LOL. Relax, it's not 2nd night consecutively. That'll will be just pain dumb lol.

The first night i did it, i was still sick. Now, how smart is that. Hahahha at least this time I'm better :D No more fever and flu liao. But alot of running and abit of running nose still :]

I don't know why I can't sleep ):
No, I'm not broodin over anything -.- Though i should be worrying about how much i'm not doing for my modules. I WILL START SOON, NO WORRIES. LOL

Okay! I shall go spend 2 hours making breakfast then bathe and go school ^^v I'll be damn early though =.= Only meeting them to do proj at 2PM. Gosh!

BYEE!!

2009-05-23T23:25:00.002+08:00

Guess what Guess what!!! :D

I HAVE FINISHED MY BOYS OVER FLOWERS DRAMA ALREADY!!!
*Still in Day Dream Mode*
It's so true when Jonas said that these dramas make the standard so tough for Guys..
BUT!!! NONETHELESS, I STILL LOVE THE DRAMAAASSSSSSSS :D

With THREE totally cute guys :P
*Goes Crazyyyyyyyyyyyyyy*

I think i'll be stuck with these daydreams for quite a while :P Who told reality to suck this much! Hahhaha! Wells, now that I've watched finished the drama, I can concentrate on my work! ^^v

BYEBYEEEE
*Day Dreams*

Very awesome boyfriend when he's nice ^^v When he laughs it's so drop dead gorgeous !!!

He cut his hair! :P Knight in shining armour! :D More like a prince though! He promised to always protect her..

He might not be much in the show but awwwwwwwsssssss :P

HHAHAHHAHHAHA i should stop flooding your screen with cute guys' picture already right! HAHAHA Good things must share ma :P

2009-05-21T21:21:00.004+08:00

Time to slip into panic mode, maybe that will shake me up.
Common tests are coming soon and things aren't looking too good ):

There's 3 things:

1. I've been sick for the past two days.
It totally sucks. I don't know why i got sick lo =.= I slept before 8PM then woke up at 3AM to find out that my throat really hurts then went back to sleep. When i went to school, my throat's condition got worst ): And i really really didnt talk much the entire day, which was truly amazing LOL Thank Goodness Desmond bought the sweets, or i think it'll be worst. & I felt like I was emoing and being really rude when I couldn't really reply Jan, Adeline and Doro :S Sorry! But I really no mood to talk :X Felt really terrible. And! That day i had jap lesson, a very crucial lesson and my throat hurt ): So i didnt really practice much, thank goodness for nicole ^^ Then went home with doro, then went to my aunt's house for dinner. I got fever T_T So I ate dinner, drank the cooling tea then fell asleep. But returned home at 11plus and died on the bed. This morning still fever and flu and sore throat, so i didnt go school.

2. Here comes another korean drama that makes me fall head over heels.
Now, this is not necessarily a bad thing! But you have to admit the timing really sucks ): But they are really gorgeous! Then again, Guys won't really appreciate it because it's a chick flick!

I think Yi Jung's the most handsome :D
Then followed by Jun Pyo! (When you watch the show, the hair gradually gets better. Trust me)
3rd is Ji Hoo! Prince on white horse with shining armour~

Okok shan't bored you with my thoughts LOL *Daydreams*

3. I'm having trouble with my modules ):
Obviously this sucks the most!
Jap - Ok la not that bad
Blaw - Goodness I hope I still got my memorising skills in tact
Bmgt - Yay no common test but still I dont know what the heck is it =.=
Bstats - Anyone wanna tutor me? Pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeee.. Im totally dead there
ITB - Omg wth. DIE DIE DIE
MIEC - Tutors needed! ): Gahhhhh..

Hahaha this is pretty bad huh! But at least there's no drama in school :D And there's no "I like you", crushes, etc drama either! Hhahaa because that'll just be another thing weighing on my mind. What do you think to the thought of me not liking anyone this year? Hmm.. That's a pretty good thing if it'll stay true till the end of this year. Here's to hoping! :D

Alright gotta go do my work (: Tmr got proj! Byebyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

2009-05-19T16:25:00.002+08:00

Random Post During Lecture:

THERE'S A BIG GUY ON THE OTHER END OF THE LECTURE TABLE THAT KEEP JUMPING IN HIS SEAT!! This results in adeline, jan and me bobbing in our seats!!!!

LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL

The Solution we did: Jump in our seats too! HAHAHAHAH! The Big Guy stare at us =.=

Then, adeline jumped damn high in her seat and her butt's pain HAHAHHAHA!!!!

Another Random Irritating person:

*Person gives irritating extra comments*

Me: I dont want to hear them

Person: What I'm saying are truths and facts.. blah blah blah &That is Grammatically incorrect!

Me: *thinks: Screw you* Fine! I do not require, do not want and do not need to know or want to hear your comments and opinions or what so ever.

*Person FINALLY keeps quiet*

I wasn't even speaking to him la =.= Extra Extra Chup in extra =.= No life.

2009-05-15T15:50:00.001+08:00

You belong to Me - Taylor Swift

Next thing to Fairytales

*mind drifts off*

2009-05-14T02:20:00.001+08:00

Sleepover at Doro's!! ♥

Love that woman to bits! LOL

2009-05-11T00:56:00.004+08:00

Random Topic: PICK UP LINES!

You have to be reeeeeeeeeally good, if you can use these lines and make them work to your advantage! Hahhaha tell me if you can :D

I'll just show you some that I think are funny / stupid / dumb / lame!

Hi, were you arrested earlier? It’s gotta be a crime to look that good!

Hi, you know the power company is looking for you because your so electrifying.

Hi, you must be a broom because you just swept me off my feet.

Excuse me, but I think I dropped something…MY JAW!

Did it hurt when you fell out of heaven?

Hello, I'm a thief, and I'm here to steal your heart.

Excuse me, do you have any raisins? How about a date?

Can I take your picture? I want Santa to know exactly what I want for Christmas.

If you were a burger at McDonalds, you'd be named McGourgous.

Are you wearing lipstick? Mind if I taste it?

I think we should be lab partners because you and I have chemistry.

Did you hear the latest health report? You need to increase your daily intake of vitamin me

Baby,if you were words on a page, you'd be what they call FINE PRINT!

Here's the cute / funny ones :D

Hi, did the sun just come out or did you smile?

Do you believe in love at first sight, or should I walk by again?

When I saw you from across the room, I passed out cold and hit my head on the floor, so I'm going to need your name and number for insurance reasons.

Can I borrow a quarter? I told my Mom I'd call when I met the girl of my dreams.

You must be a parking ticket (or book), because you have fine written all over you

Roses are red, bananas are yellow, wanna go out with me like a nice little fellow?

Bond. James Bond.

Is your dad a terrorist? Cause you're the bomb.

Its not my fault i fell in love. You tripped me.

LOLOLOLOL!! They are all so dumb lo. So if you're not charming, handsome, hot, gorgeous, PLEASE DONT SAY THESE LINES!!

2009-05-09T22:22:00.003+08:00

♥ ♥
CHEWY JAN KRYSTALLE VANESSA SOFIANA SHANNON ME

HAHAHA! This is what you get when you put bored girls together whilst waiting for their cca to start! :D It was really boring okay! & my bowling was at 6:45PM!!! T_T I ended up waiting alone when sofiana and krystalle left at 6PM ): Hahhaha!

But Bowling's fun :D Especially when first session you are placed with the seniors! It sounded intimidating at first because after awhile it's so much fun :D Cause everyone quite friendly! Freshies very quiet )): And you know how keryn deals with quietness.. Hahhaha! Ended at 10 plus, so late! Then reached home at about 11pm! Sleepy! Hahha..

Yesterday it was a trip to the museum. Then the Clark Quay then back home. Nothing much lo. Sadded that Melaka Study / Bonding Trip got cancelled! Nevermind. There's the BBQ. Right? :X LOL. I have some pictures in my camera. So there!

(That Ass! LOL lame la)

This week met up with doro less than usual! I can't even imagine next week. Even worst. My timetable's eating me up alive. Lol. I dont know whether or not to drop my CCAs. But I want bowling! It's so fun! Expensive but fun! Then volleyball, I NEED TO EXERCISE ): & I promised people already. Manzxzxz. Then NYAA, It's so worth it and it's something different, and it hasnt started yet LOL GAHHHHHHHHHHHHH! Help me! LOL

Come to think of it, haven't seen much of Weiting either!

2009-05-04T23:13:00.008+08:00

Well! Today turned out, surprisingly ok. No drama, no "Action", no speech. I'm shocked. But then again I'm scared. I can't help but think too much. Because, I know my dad. And this isn't normal. I don't know what to do. But yeah, I'm really scared. Already lost so much, I don't want to lost the last of what I have left. Feel like how i was almost 8 years ago during that night. That was so pain that I never want to feel it again... No No No, it's just me thinking too much (: I'll just on some awesome music and blast it off.

It wouldnt suck this much if I wasn't right 90% of the time.

Ah well! Today's been ok so far (: I really got nothing much to blog up. But here's an update in my life! Hahahha, School's been quite awesome :D Esp when you have awesome friends around! Hahahah all the frigging lame jokes hahah!

Eh, Friday was community work for almost the whole day then went to meet up 14 other of my coursemates with adeline then went out to town. The day not bad la.. But after the community work i was so tired. The community work scam my feeling :\ I thought is go a Home help out lo! Then is frigging Flag Day -.- I hated Flag Day la. But heh, go town collect donations was very fruitful :D Do you know foreigners are kinder people than singaporeans? Gosh, I dont know where to hide my face. LOL!

Saturday I went for my first ARROW Service! I really miss DARE Services tho, the big group of people and the enthusiasm and lameness haha! OH, ARROW WAS ALL PRAISE & WORSHIP :D I SO HIGH LO.. JUMP JUMP JUMP THEN SING SING SING! HAHAHAHAH, my voice was so sexy after ARROW :P Oh yeah, i brought serene to church! :D Then we had dinner before we headed home :D Haven't seen that woman in ages! Miss her to bits haha! We sat at KFC chatting about the past. Funny how we can still be so close after so long and the thing is I didnt know her thr school, but in pri sch thr her mum. Hahahha! Cool right!

Okay la. Don't want to bore you with words. Since the weather's good. (I think it's gonna rain tonight!) I Shall post up some Vietnam trip's pictures! I forgot most stories behind it, so sorry if there's not much captions yeah :D

People there very stuck up but! The food's gooooooood! :D

They stuff the dead animals. It still grosses me out. GAH!

The cabins in the Junk

Viet Beer

I WAS BOREDDDDDDDDD

PRETTTTTTTTTY :D

I was on a beach on Monkey Island ( i know the name very dumb ) And i'm all bundled up!! Because it was frigging cold!! T_T

Lemme remind you about Geograph: Erosion! :D

^^

So Nice looooooooooooooooooo

The sun's hiding ):

Nevermind! Here's a picture before it sets!

HAHAHAH I WAS BORED

She's so adorable when she's not throwing a tandrum :)

I love my highlights then ): There was abit of maroon then fresh golden brown highlights!! ): Now the golden brown faded and the maroon's cut off

One attire i like but can never wear in SG. I would be steamed alive LOL

Their pastimes...

BACK IN MALAYSIA!!!

Birthday!

MY CUTE NEPHEWWWWWWWW!! ♥

I swear this picture just reminds me of kelvin -.- LOL

OK THAT'S IT FOR PICTURES (: BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

2009-05-03T01:00:00.005+08:00

The past few weeks of life has been.. uh, everything?
There were happy, crazy, enthu, tired, shocking, scary, emo, doubtful and boring moments. Then again, there isn't much drama! So that's definitely a plus! (:

Alot of doubts, alot of ups and downs. I'm not sure why.. But sometimes I just don't feel like I'm.. well, there. Dont know lehh, it's not I'm being emo or what so ever. It's just so empty. Maybe that's why sometimes i just get irritated so easily. But at least i have people to share my nonsense with! :D I mean, man! I would die if it wasn't for them! Thank You Dorothea, Chewy & Jan! Hahaha

Don't ask why this random post or what. But just felt like saying lo.

And tomorrow, 4th May is a special day! (: I don't know how i will be then. Hope my dad doesn't ruin it. Most prob have to cancel Bowling again. Ah, well! I'm keeping my fingers crossed here! Here's to hoping for stable emotions! (: Then again. I seriously doubt it. Now i just realised what's up with my dad's stupid msg -.- but uh, yeah.

Gosh. I sound super emo. LOL! Shall post again some other time i guess (:

2009-05-01T07:08:00.002+08:00

Hahahahah oops!

I died on the sofa yesterday (again) so didnt get to blog. Hahahha! I lazy blog up pictures of the Day 2 and Day 3 of my BAOC camp which was AGES ago! Because i already have them on facebook! But do drop me a tag if you want them up or sth, okay? :D

Today i just upload the DPA Tea Session Photos and another handful of random photos taken in class :D

Didnt take pictures during the Disney Outing tho! HAHAH! But gosh was it tiring preparing everything! Had met up with Gitiong and Yeeler to buy the stuff and omg was i late :X And then edwin fetched us there where we proceed to marinating the food. And Goodness! The weather was BBQ-ing me instead of me eating the BBQ-ed stuff! The Chalet was damn farrrrrrrr from Mac's too -.- omg. *Makes a mental note for bicycles* LOL! Anyways! I reached home at 12 plus. So tired! I love the Night MRT. No need to be worried got elderly or what so ever people coming up and i need to give up seat :D I can just sit down and sleep all the way to Jurong East :D Going back home had to trouble Emo Buddy again hahahah! OOOPSSS!!! :X I can't help it that im scared of the dark right!?!? :|

Tea Session was so... SHORT. I thought was going to last dont know how long la -.- But. Yeah. HAHAHA! BUT NVM! DPA PPL ROCKSSSS!! :D I miss the DPA times to bits, man! Took awesome pictures on that day :D Not alot but at elast there were quite a bit! (I look like shit, as usual. LOL)

BA~ BA!

DPAAAAA~

My awesome DPA Clique! :D

Estella & Jan!

Cheri!

JingFang!

JingYi!

Lynno!!

Ronnica!

:D

NOW! For the random pictures! Because class is really too boring liao. So must make use of the webcam on my com for self entertainment :D

You gotta admit what i drew is damn cute la!

(inside) Laura, Sofiana, Jan, Adeline :D

I ask Jan pose, she look at me -.-

Adeline!

ENDDDDDDD! (:

Got community work later! Gotta go change clothes and blow hairrrrrrr :D Bye !

2009-04-30T10:11:00.001+08:00

I KNOW I HAVENT BEEN BLOGGING FOR UH.. AGES :X

TOTALLY MY BAD. I KNOW. SHALL BLOG TONIGHT. I PROMISE :D

HIAK. OK BACK TO BORING LECTURE. OMG

2009-04-21T15:45:00.001+08:00

What i learnt today..

If i say sth bad about a person online, he / she might go kill themselves.
So, i want to say: I HATE THIS FRIGGING LECTURE CHAIR -.- IRRITATES ME TO THE MAX!!!

Now, if it'll proceed to killing itself...

if only.. lol

2009-04-12T01:59:00.009+08:00

AITEX!
It's been days after BAOC camp! & i'm missing it already!

The very first thing about camp i want to say is: The very and only best way to enjoy camp to the max is to become a facilitator! Because gosh! The meet ups were fun and during camp, the only people who guarantee 100% super high are.... THE FACILS!!! ♥
And Camp isn't Camp if you can't get high!!!!! WOO! Or at least it cant be fun if you're not high!

BAOC : DAY ONE [;

Group: Enchanted Disney :D

First day of camp i was late :X OOPS! Hahah so i cabbed down. The uncle told me singapore history lol! He was abit agitated whilst saying it so i had to keep saying, "uh yeahh i understand *smile smile*" LOLOLOL! Anyways rushed there, rushed to change into the dress, thank god i could zip up on my own -.- Then rushed back to let huifang&jean do my make up.. It took super long xD hahah i think, didnt really look at the time haha.. Huifang tried to perm my hair. You know.. Small perms.. But! My hair really didnt like the curler.. so nothing happened except for a couple of twirls D: LOL

oh did i mention jean's blusher is so cool! It's like nail polish! REALLY!! HAHAHAH! *random* :X

[Dont bother asking me what mascot was i. LOL it's a person and that's all im saying]

Then rushed down to the CC in heels. GAHHH! So many people. Hahaha i felt awkward :X Cause first it was quite low cut and i wasnt used to that much make up somemore is dark coloured one :S hahah! But everyone said i looked good! Ehhh so let's just take it as i did haha! Still, the freshies were the only ones who said i better with that make up on haha! Oh wells!

Oh the mascots were brought to the CC. We were told to entertain our group -.- i was like wth, HOW TO ENTERTAIN. GAH! LOL so i stood in front and kept fidgeting and walk back and forth. Give me a break, that's what i do when im feeling awkward and you should know i can never stand still or do anything without moving constantly. hahhahha!

Oh oh!
Have to thank HuiFang for the make up, Jean for the make up and heels and tape!, Delphine for the dress and Dennis(my mascot partner) for needing to hear me rant and wait for me :X

i really am a handful. lol

Finally after 3 hours we could change out :D So i went to remove make up! Hahahh i rushed because the mascara smudged and i looked really weird hahaha!! Had a hard time removing make up because no cotton wool :X bleh and finally i was done and rushed down to my group! &&&&& i felt awkward -.-

Cause everyone was bonding and everything.. So i was abit bored :X And thought it was abit lame. SORRY LA!! Camp spirit still not there, need to get high first! Hahah but it was very soon.. LUNCH! :D That day we did the flags then everything was over! But performers had to stay back to learn dance. Which of course means, the SBs have to stay back to teach because all the SBs were performance dancers. But only the freshies would be doing to actual dance :D and we chose mascots! Because Day 1 is SB Mascots. Then Day 3 is Freshie Mascots :D Thank Goodness! Because they had to learn dances and do catwalk and dares. Lucky no one told Huifang that all as long as Year 1, they can be mascot :D if not ahhhh :X *shudders*

Stayed back until quite late :\ Then rushed home to eat dinner and died on the sofa before waking up and go up to bedroom to sleep. hahah! I totally lost track of time from the moment dance practice started :X oooops!

PICTURES!!

Dennis Huifang Me

Samantha!

Dennis

Pretty Edwin

Edwin & HuiFang

Erika, Edwin, Huifang! Our SCOs & ASCO

Ziq!

Serena!

YeeJu

Cherry!

Jan, Me, Estella :D

Yonghui!

Delphine, Mervin, Erika, Me. (My hair just cant stick to the style the wax had put in. It's starting to fall xD my hair was really naughty that day LOL)

Stupid mervin LOL

GAH! Should have zi lian in the beginning. But for once i was shy -.- wth

He was really sticky! Hahha and he lost his voice and camp hasnt even begun! LOL

The other two mascots :D

Taylor Swift Mascot :]

Delphine!

Pink! Mascot :D

Abigail!

Dennis!

Sheng Ming !

Part of the Flag :D

My freshies :D

ED SBs!!!! :D

They were doing rocker? ._. Look at Abigail LOL

Jean :D

Dennis !

Edwin! My SC! :D

Derek! Another of my SC!

ALEX!! xD

ED Grp FOUR!! ♥

DANCE PRACTICE!!

Steph demo for Marvin to see how to fake kiss LOL
The girls in our group are always teach guys how to do guy things xD

Marvin still in a daze
Huifang eats Choc LOL

Princess got hit by witch! Prince found her and heartache

Prince trying to shake her to wake up LOL

& MUACKS!! :D

:D

Continous Failed Shot! LOLOLOLOL!

LOL! We were bored

These are 2 of the 213457645321345 failed jump shots! HAHAHHA!!

SBs and 3 freshies! :D

People behind trying to do jump shot (one succeed lol)
People in front smart liao, just pose (Steph, elle, me) :D
Gary using broom as guitar -.-

Elle say this is her ShiFu LOL

END!!! :D
THERE'S SO MANY PICTURES -.- HAPPY?!?!? HAHAHHA!

Gotta go sleep! Tmr going to watch Campus SuperStar Live [: with alena and gang!!! ♥ havent seen them in agessssss!!!!!!!! :D Nights!

2009-04-06T23:27:00.001+08:00

TMR'S DAY 1 OF BAOC CAMP :D

Which also marks my Barbie Doll Day. LOL And also marks end of Barbie Doll Day!

Hope everything turns out well even after today's setback!!! :D

Im keeping my fingers crossed!

♥ keryn

2009-04-06T01:26:00.004+08:00

Because i know you guys are frigging awesome people!
I shall share with you what i did when i have unused energy within me and a hungry rumbling stomach :D

HAHAHHAHAHAHA!!! Can you imagine i was opening my eyes damn big and mouth damn wide facing the com, meaning to say im facing my door (im on my bed) then my brother walk past my room. I cannot stop posing cause the camera was counting down!!!! Thank goodness he never look inside LOLOLOLOLOLOL!!!! Hhahahahahhaha! Obviously this photo was in distort mode =.= HAHAHAH! Nonetheless, it's so friggin awesome and funny!!!!!! xD

OKOK. BEDTIME!
I have no idea how im going to sleep. I'm so high now =.= HAHAHAHH!!!

2009-04-05T02:24:00.005+08:00

Been caught up with BAOC!

if you didnt know then i dont know what to say already hahah! :X

BAOC's on tuesday!!!! :D Can't wait to see my future classmates / schoolmates! I'm so glad i joined as a facil instead of a freshie!! :P Freshie sounds so noob. Kidding, i think xD

Anyways! I'm taking Enchanted Disney Sub Group 4 with Yeeler as my partner! Hahahah im taking people from my course. Which means very very very smart people! It's a 9 pointer course, that's why! Hahha! Called up my grp mates to inform them of the camp and stuff, some were very friendly, some weren't, some took super long to pick up the phone! Haahhaah!

Oh oh here comes the sad thing. There's only 4 guys in my group =.= Means my course alot of girls. Because c'mon if there's only 4 guys in 15 people, how many more guys can there be in the next 23 people?! Hhahaha my course's girls are pretty upset :\

Hahha! But more girls, means more guys happy. Which is why brandon took super long to choose whether he want change group with me. LOLS! Poor delphine sitting at the side waiting for him to make up his mind! Brandon was seriously so tempted to take my group (4 guys, 10 girls)Goshhhh guys =.= *shakes head* Most of the guys were scanning thr names to see which name sounds chio ==! Im so glad Yeeler not so typical guy!! :D

Yeeler! Talk on phone also got so much muscle to flex =.= Walau and he wasnt even flexing on purpose. Imagine if he did! omggggggggggggggggg LOL! Any girls drooling? *searches*

In the end cannot change group. So brandon "offered" to come help yeeler in the morning cause i have to go do mascot stuff. hahahah sounds so nice, "Offer" xD TSK!!!!!

TODAY was full dress rehearsals! I was so tired! Slept at Jan's house, didnt sleep enough cause i was too used to late late night suppers so i was hungry & jan was fast asleep! :P Anyways! We travelled from serangoon to take MRT to Outram Park then change to Green Line to Jurong East, take 334 to my house. I bathed, changed, heated up cookies then left with jan to NP.

OMGZXZXZX FRIGGING TIRING. BUT THANK GOODNESS I HAD JAN!! :D SHE'S A TOTAL DEAR FOR BEING WILLING TO ACCOMPANY MEEEEEEEEEEE ♥

Goes total twit: iieexz lluurrbbiieexxx eeeuuuiizzxzx!!! LOL

Dance rehearsals were TIRING =.= Let me talk about the outfits first. They told us bring skirts so basically we just brought skirts that look super normal. I brought the most bimbotic skirt i had and still its clothes i can wear to the market =.= wth, right? hahah! & let's review the guy's outfit! THEY ALL WORE DAMN FORMAL LA!!! (But have to admit they looked good!!) HAHAHAHHA! So the only person who suited her partner was YeeJu cause she was wearing princess dress(gosh, it was gorgeous!) Hahha! Then the rest of us looked super weird with our partners! REALLY! hahahha!

The guys. Sorry not very clear. If i walk to up take, they confirm walk away one

The girls! A few only haha! Melissa(left), Samantha(right), YeeJu(back)

Then the dance got changed alittle.. Got skipping. =.= LOLS! That left me speechless esp to the change of music choice! xD I was laughing like crazyyyyyyyy! Hahahha! Anyways first up was ballroom dancing then after that we have to run backstage to take off skirt and wear the pants(hip hop outfit)! Then me and jean wore our shorts inside.So we almost couldnt squeeze in the pants =.= LOLS!!! So tiring. And the dancing area range got expanded and i had to run so much that in the end i resorted to sliding on the ground. Faster. LOL!!! Damn tired!!! Oh oh! Dennis sprained his ankle =.= LOL! I was was very nice and acc him walk slowly :DDDD

Finally reheasals ended!!! :D I had to try on dresses for Mascot. :\
It's basically prom outfits + wig lol.
So i went toilet to try the dresses that delphine and jean brought for me. Omg, i got out shop also never one shot try so many dresses.. hahah!!! I preferred the black dress ): But they say shd wear purple. Fits the mascot criteria. ROAR! ;[[ LOL! worst thing was i had to try it on again for the group to decide. Then only left the guys and jean =.= So the guys purposely make stupid noises =.= Frigging embarrassinggggggg!!! LOL!

After that we left for home! I took 61 then change to 157. DAMN TIRED LA. I could hardly open my eyes. Then i reach home i wash face and "died" on the sofa. When i was sleeping(6PM), the room was still bright. Then i woke up(10PM) it was pitch black! LOL! And the sofa was friggin hot =.= The sofa material absorbs heat. Then i went to cook maggie :\ Nothing else to eat. Then watched tveee!!!

PICTURES!

The batch of cookies i baked at home. This is the super big one! :D

Can tell it's a rose right =.= LOL *shakes head at some ppl*

First try. Oven too hot!!!

HAHAHAH Jan wanted long shapes =.=

Her maggie she added too much water lol! And she didnt know when to add in the egg!! And then cause no taste, she added dark sauce. Then she over added! LOLOLOLOLOLOL!!!

We watched Bolt whilst baking.. xD

Bolt wants to eat the bad cookies!!!! hahahah! (Jan's idea xD)

Jan's on the bed about to sleep whilst i was still playing with shadows :D

DONEEEEEE!! No pictures of me in the dresses :D They are with jean. And i think i look horrid. So no point posting too LOL!

NIGHTS!!! Its 3 minutes to 3AM!!!!!!! :D Gotta sleep! Got sore throat liao.. But on the bright side, i'm gonna have a sexy voice! LOL! My aunt's gonna kill me :X

2009-04-03T23:44:00.003+08:00

IM AT JAN ONG YI LING aka APRONG(yeah her name changed alrdy) 's HOUSE!! :D

Please stop all your nonsense thinking -.-
*glares at yonghui*

Today did baking at her house! :D Ehhhh the results was totally unexpected :X Like, REEEALLY unexpected~ Ooops.. Baking the entire dayyyyyy omgggggggg againnn HAHAHAHAH! But at least i had company! :D And it was fun to watch her bake lols. & have you since jan cook!? Cause i seriously doubt she can =.= Baking /Cooking alongside with her is very scary. She always comes super close to the HOT oven!! Then she cannot light up the stove and never off the gas =.= LOL! Hazard!

Jan also cannot cook... MAGGIE!
*shakes head*

Alrights! Pictures next time! [: Gotta go sleep! Full dress dance rehearsals tmr. omg T_T

NIGHTS

2009-04-03T01:29:00.003+08:00

I already lost my emo-ness! Which is totally good right! :D
I'm all mentally healthy! ^^

Lately, i've been going to school almost everyday! I know it sounds like a total chore but i really really really enjoy it!!! :D

i hope i dont sound like a total nerd. lols

The dance steps i more or less gotten it already :D Unless i suffer from memory loss lol! & i've stop falling down and tripping over stuff! So i can now stop being the Klutz of my group huh! Oh, our prince & princess changed dance moves! Super romantic ♥ But not enough chemistry!! But the making of it was extremely funny :D

Oh oh i forgot to mention that there was one time, Gi Tiong went to try Hui Fang's 3 inch heels and he walked cat walk!! WOOOHOO!! LOL damn funny please!!! :P Pictures later.

Ohhhhhhhhhh! Let's talk more about campppppppppp! I didnt realise my partner so muscular LOLS! Cannot tell, he whole day so goofy! Not my fault if i cant tell right! :D *Shocked!!* Now which girl want me intro? hahaha but he very shy one lols. I'm like promoting my partner -.- actually im showing off la!! LOL And he's very funny to be with,very diff to keep a straight face with him lols.Like eg, ballroom dance. Huifang say ours steps not big enough for the audience to see, so he step until SUPER BIG!! LOL! This ended up in everyone laughing and getting scolded! Hahahhahaha! But it's very funny lo :D

Tried to go back by different route. By taking 154 with brandon and mervin! Whilst crossing the bridge 154 came, and mervin ran for it. Then i ask brandon whether he wanted to run, he say no. So i asked, sure a not! He say he got alot of time. So ok lo, i slowly walk. Then we had to wait a long time for 154, he complain say i just now never ask him rush for the bus -.- WALAUUUUU stupid bus buddy LOL! Then finally 154 came but it was single deck. Then he ask me wait for double deck but i faster rush up the 154 if not later get blamed again. LOL! When we came down the bus, we realised there was a double deck one behind :P i got blamed again! LOL! Stupid bus buddy.

Last night i baked finish my cookies.. I baked the whole day la!! T_T Tired! And all my supply of flour gone -.- AHHHHHHHHHHHH!! But the result not bad la! :D It better be -.- i burnt myself THREE TIMES!!

The first time was by a cookie that just came out of the oven (yes it's possible -.-)
The second time is by the oven tray
The third time is by the plate i put in the oven -.-

Three timess.... goshhhhhhhhhhh

Anyways! I went to sleep at around 3AM when i was done baking and cleaning up T_T tired much!

Woke up at 8AM thanks to gha's wake up call, bathed and rushed to school to meet jan and chewy :D Configured laptop then webcam to sing estella early happy birthday!! :D Then went to meet my group and go for the lecture. The lecture left me speechless -.- At least now i know if i want to shout vulgarities, i use "CALIFLOWER!!!" LOL!

Planned the mscot outfit and performance one, but not quite done yet. Gawd, i hope i dont have to wear until so... *shivers* Lols! Watched yeeju, steph, elle, abigail, alex, samantha, henyi, mervin and jiarong play "concentration"! Man! IT WAS SUPER EXTREMELY FUNNY LA!!!! LOL!!

Forfeit is alex do pole dance on hengyi LOL!

After that went home on the same bus as mervin and brandon. I thought with mervin around it would be better. But they both keep chanting "xiao man tou" =.= EMBARRASSINGGGGGGGGG~~ Then brandon very failure at flicking me la -.- seriously. I got to bully him back when we were getting off the bus though :D Getting off a squeezy bus is easy when you have someone to make way Hahahahha! :D

okok.. Time for pictures :]

PICTURES ON MY BDAE AND BEFORE :]
i realised no picture of me camwhoring on my birthday. Goodness! A miracle i think xD

i have no idea why im suaning myself. Quit asking.

Do you now peanut butter plus cold choco chips tastes very nice!? :D

I was waiting for people to reach during the dpa bbq. Gimmie a breakkkk

My group's banner! PRETTY AWESOME HUH! ♥

Gi Tiong's wearing hui fang's heels. He showing off his sexyyyyy leggs GOSH!!!

science centre!!

(Looks like reflection right!!!)

Earth Hour at Fish & Co :D
It's my first time there leh!! & i was bored -.- Hence i took many random pictures

Brandon the prince.. Huifang showing him how to be a real prince. GOSH!!! Need girl to teach how to be man.....

The guys practising.. Damn funny :P

Lunch -.- They mix all the left overs together. SO DISGUSTING!!!! ;[[

END ♥

2009-03-30T01:45:00.004+08:00

Been caught up with baoc :D Which is good. Cause i dont have to be home.I really early morning leave the house then late late at night then go home up to my room and close door.

Totally awesome right -.-

Anyways! BAOC is damn fun hahaha! Except when we played the games and stuff, the weather was so frigging hot! T-T But being the sociable person that i am, i made new friends! xD Hahhahah! Serena, Abigail, alex, yeeju, are great people to crap with hahaha!

The stations quite easy.. My group always finished first!! Heh heh heh heh ^^ Esp the first station -- Transfer the water! We found a loop hole with the rules :D And we finished super fast!

Then another day, i came back to learn the dance. Man, it was damn funny sitting at the side and watching them :P Esp when you see yeeju learn the elbow thing. Super funny please. :D Then i realised i have to dance too T-T Dont people know that keryn can't dance for nuts??! Well, i fell on jean at one point of time (oops!) xD I was supposed to stand up facing the side, then i lost my balance and fell backwards. LOL! Seriously, damn funny.

Then almost everyone left ): But i didnt want to go home so i left at only 9plus :D Many many funny events hahaha! :D Shan't elaborate though (:

Oh i went for the DPA outing too. Not much people went though :\ And man was the pit far from the main west coast park -.- We walked like siao. The food not bad though. But next time, stop Ziq from getting chilli powder! He siao one lo. Poured the powder on the meat like nobody's business. Naturally, none of the females ate it LOL. I rmb one of the meat put 2 table spoons worth of chilli powder plus alot of pepper plus alarming amount of chilli sauce. The charcoal almost died under it LOL!

Saturday, i went to huayi's 2nd Robo Champion competition :D This year not bad.. I think cheemeng was the only senior who helped :X Whoops.. Hahahha lucky i brought my book there :D There was really nothing for me to do except look. So i took out the book and read! :D

It's the second time reading twilight. I preferred the first time reading. Hmm. For me, a good book is even after reading it for several times, you can still feel the emotions and etc.. But hmm, for twilight not so much.. Interesting outline though :D

Dinner was alrights lo. I really not interested in their conver T-T so i was pretty bored. So ronald tried to humor me with the stupid "Chopsticks" game =.= Lols! Oh yeah. I was with Teeyang and Ronald before we met the rest. Seriously, walking with them is worst than walking with girly girls =.= They went on and on about female's clothing, figures, etc.. If you know me well, i'm not really interested in this kind of stuff -.- So i was damn sleepy but they still very interested lols. I insert my part of the convo but sticking up for females :D hahah but overall, i doubt they are dudes. Lols!

Sometimes i wished i was a dude :\ hmmm

Okok, enough rantings. I put up 20 pictures from camp. The other 20 next time Hhahah! I lazy load. :P

PART THREE // DAY FOUR FINAL DAY (part I)

My bunkiies! ♥

Whoops, too dark

Val & sara leaving alrdy!

Roy & Winona

Winona say pose. So i went errr.. Then 3 fingers popped out.
Winona, me, pierre

Jan, Winona, me

My beloved Dao Face, Weiting! :D

He say can call him john

Serene! When she take pic is damn cute one.. hahah! But she not enthu abt camp :\

Gary! Irritating. Take so many times got fail shot. Or rather he dont like.

Too dark. Abit candid. Let's brighten the pic and see his expression xD

HHAHA! Because the person who took the picture say, "TOO DARK LIAO" Then gary was lik, "You saying me isit!" Lol!

Then they say want ABC T-T So i shortest stand at the side.. wlaoooo

Winona, me, zakir

Kumar!

Shanty!
:D my awesome prank call victim :D

Yunda!

Edwardd :D

Nicole!

Yvonne!

Kheng Leng, Cally! [:

Hadiiiiiiiii !

Muthu(dan), me , Wei lun

Estella,Shieleen, rina, serena, me

=.= Because i cross my leg, mizi ask everyone to cross their legs too -.- lol
Zakir, me,mizi, esther, susila, mindy

Qian Xiu!

He dont want to look at the camera not my fault xD
Kenny, Mindy

Melvin! [ There's alot of melvin lee s lol ]

Jing Fang!

Whoops xD
Derry!

Me & Melissa + jingfang not tall enough trying to extra xD

Lemon [:

♥ END.

Night nights! Got school later at 10AM & im still awake.Hahhaha! Awesome!
Gotta remember to stock up my fav fresh milk at night. It finished! )):

nights! (:

2009-03-29T19:29:00.000+08:00

this emo post on so long.. haha. promise to post up last parts of camp pictures before i sleep (:

♥

2009-03-27T00:11:00.003+08:00

Been feeling extremely sucky.
Going home is like torture.

Anyways! I have been actively partcipating in the past two outings.
Class BBQ was on the 24th, tues.

The day didnt start very well. I was scolded like crap the frigging moment i woke up -.- and dad threw a tantrum like that of a 5 year old.

But i kept a straight face through out before crying on the bus. -.- Dammit. I didnt bring tissues. Luckily the bus was quite empty and i was wearing a dry fit shirt. So on the way to school i wanted to not go for the outing already. Then i wanted to call somebody to talk to. But it sucks when everyone's not free or refuse to answer your calls or think you're just bored or caught up in their own stuff. There's like no one i can turn to when i need a shoulder. So much for friends.

I walked / roamed the school by myself for quite long before i got control over the emotions then i went for the bbq. I didnt want to go home. The bbq was fun :] Alot of playing and games and funny truths or dare. As happy as i was there, i somehow felt i wasn't there. I can't quite describe the feeling.

Now, quite so often people come up to me and ask why do i look so down or why do i have a sian look and why i look so troubled. Is it really that obvious that i'm not my usual self? I dont feel like me anymore.

Seriously if i stay home any longer, i'm going to be pushed to my limit and snap like a bloody rubber band. But it feels so sad that i can't return home happily to rest.

Tears don't help. They never did. But i guess that's what keeps me still sane. This really is a life i can't take anymore.

If only i was given a choice 8 years back. It definitely will be different. I wouldn't have my current attitude or place in life. But i think i would have chosen the other path if there was a choice.

Going out is supposed to be fun. But now, it's like an escape for awhile before i returned to home. Home that was supposed to be a place of rest, turned into a torture.I don't like the feeling of dreading home.. But then again i'm not given a choice.

Whoever taught men in the past that putting fears into your children's lives is a way of discipline. That person can go screw himself.

I hope this stupid thing will pass. So I can return to my actual self and really enjoy things..

But i doubt. Some things just never change. Like always. If only the solution was as easy as tearing. Because right now that's the safest choice.

Dammit.

Sorry for the extremely emo post. i'll get pictures up the next time. [:

2009-03-24T00:39:00.004+08:00

Sitting on my bed. Can't sleep.

okay.

That's a total lie =x

Trying to sound emo here..
Give some face can or not! x.x (a face. lols. get it? get it? Face. :X ok,cold. -.- )

*tries to type emo*

*tries*

*trying*

-fails-

Just now slept on the sofa whilst watching tv :D

Slept like a dead pig.

Why the hell am i suaning myself -.-

ANYWAYS!

I'm bored. No nice shows on tv ):
oh boo..

Ltr in 11 hours time gonna return to school..

Oh yeah! I went to get my Grad Cert just now from sec sch..
Seeing all the uniforms and ah lian looks, nerd looks, act cool people..
Just makes me wonder..
I frigging hope i didnt look lik a frigging ah lian -.-
and gosh. I dont wanna be nerd either!!
*not nerd*

Other than that.
It really brings back memories to be back in school.
Makes you think about the first day. The events at locations, etc..

Abit nostalgic.... :\

Hmmmm..

*drifts off*

oh oh oh... my dad cooked the most awesome beans sprouts today!!

gawd, that was random.

Let me show you some pictures of my sister during ytd's webcam! :D

Heh heh heh heh heh

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Ask him act cute do V^^V he go shua shuai =.=

(ps. Any Girl wants his number can ask me (: )

sister, i vv good already. Faster thank me

Msg to Yonghui:
Eh, i very good liao lo. I put up this picture only.. The other one really cmi. Dont act shuai alrdy la! LOL! And i didnt send out the pictures kk. So you better not send out mine :D And and and.. better delete all the pictures!! Roar!

xoxo,
Your Awesome Brother

LOL!!!

Okays. 7 minutes to 1am.

Gotta go sleep.
Tmr got school~

♥ Nights

or rather, morning ^^

2009-03-23T21:19:00.005+08:00

Been feeling all sorts of down recently. *goes into depression*
lol just kidding about the depression thing. Not sure if it's just me being temperamental, or disappointed or what. Caused by actions of people. And sometimes i'm just not in the mood. Regardless, to couple i apologise for my horrible replies. But really, please try to understand. That's all i can say lo. But if you reeeeeeeeeeeally feel offended please tell me... i'll explain. Unless you really deserved that treatment and i was horrible on purpose (:

Been starting to do the whole couch potato stint again. Can't say it hasnt been fun :D Just sitting down there (lying down 90% of the time) watching repeats on tv.. Standing up just to walk to the kitchen for food.. :D Kinda of awesome. But it gets tiring.. cause sit down there vv bored hhahaha!

I cant believe im complaining about being lazy ._.

Anyways. I still havent put in the rest of camp pictures huh?
I'll just put up the Day 2 & Day 3 pictures. Day 4 next time (:

PART TWO // DAY 2 & 3

Day Two is the day my team had to prepare the Morning Exercise because we WON the first activity :DDDDDDDDDDDDD

Which is also the day i got my head concussion which got me more friends too. LOL!

That Day we had Tug-Of-War. My group was the first group for Set 2 to win the first round. MAN, IT WAS TOUGH =.= I seriously wanted to give up. So frigging tiring.. & i was thrown forward dont know how many times. Lols. It's dead tiring ok! Cause its a four sided Tug. Takes super long just to get thr one round. My group got into the Finals --- With four other groups left. We got 4th place :D My Group's the most awesome! ♥

& the tug of war gave us sun burns =.= WE DIDNT BRING SUN BLOCK LEHHH! Keryn got a red nose. LOL!

Then we had to play the "rope" game. Basically, they put a tangled and messy rope on the floor. Then you're not supposed to touch it. Then, you have to figure out, using eye power, whether there's a knot or not. Yeah. Very mind wreaking cause the gae took VERY long. LOL! The answer was KNOT. :X My group chose otherwise. Ooops xD

Then we had the Conflicts discussion. Winona said it was cornflakes. LOL! Anyways we also had the vote for leaders thing. Each person vote top3 leaders and bottom 3 who need to contribute more. Gary got voted by everyone as top 3 leader (overall first). Lol.. Winona was overall second :D Cause she got the second most votes. Then the rest went to Sam, Danial, me and er.. sia la. forgot -.- (please remind me so i can fill in)

I was damn shock got people vote for me sia ._. Cause i havent volunteer be leader yet. The others who got voted already become leader. Unless the morning exercise one counts haha. (I still dont get what's so funny when i jog on the spot =.= seriously lol)

Then we had to do this senario test thing. The thing is, you gotta get as low marks as possible to survive. You do the test individually first. Then the group will discuss the thing together and put together another set of answers. The lower the score you get, means you can survive longer in the senario. The higher means, you die faster. Mabel & Me got 52(top 10 highest score)! Awesome huh? The group score is 12. HAHAHAHHAHA! Ooops... i dont mean to die so fast.. XD

& lucky we didnt influence the group to put our answers hahah! Cause the aim of the test was also to influence :D Now, arent we glad keryn wasnt influencial then!

Beautiful Day :D

Stupid Knot! LOL

The senario game. We had to visualise first.. Heh heh, sneak pictures xD I never play cheat! My eyes were closed whilst taking the pictures!!

My results.. :X

Winona's ):

Cant rmb which dude's. Hmm.. Was is shaun's or gary's or... hmmm

Serene was bored and stamp my knee with a "?" LOL! Hence it was backwards. *random*

Our room!

My teddy waiting for me to come back ♥

I forgot where valerie was going. Hmm..... xD

Our balcony!! :D Awesome huh...

Day Three was the TESTS! First activity wasnt the test yet though. I dont like that activity )): Hahhaha at first my team got the instructions wrongly. Then we were so called reprimanded :X Then we learnt.. and tried more..More trial & errors.. Then i still failed.. )): I was so desperate to get it right lo! Cause i dont want to make my team suffer.. Then so desperate that i almost cried then... i got it right! xD I was so happy lo! Everyone consoled me ltr on to dont so gan chiong and that it was okkkk.. :P

There are four tests. (three grps at one station each time)

1st: was the hula hoop test. Get the hula hoop thr everyone exp the two holding the hoops. The hoop cannot touch anyone but the ppl holding it. Everyone must be in contact at all times. M group got first!!! :D

2nd: was the Mad Mats. I finally volunteered to be leader with ovi! :D There are 6 small mats(its the size of 3.5 of my feet and im a size 5 lol) on the floor then 12 ppl must be on it at all times. The mats have to be flipped over. No one must touch the floor. MY GROUP WON AGAIN! :D i heard not many teams completed it!~~~ Told you my teammates are the most awesome! ♥

3rd: The tap the numbers game. The floor has cards with numbers of different languages. Tap them in order of 1 to 29 in 30 seconds. Catch is there's only 24 cards =.= The facils purposely scam our feelings lol... My group got until Number 15 :D

4th: you got 20 mins to form words using the 13 given letters. after that, you are given 5 mins to stand in order to show the facils the words. Must get 200 pts at least. My grp got 330! :D Heh heh heh!! & In the meantime we had containers of food for us to eattttt!! WOO HOO~~~

That night was jan's birthday too! Hahahha Pictures in Facebook. So are the pool pictures :D All in facebook. (the pool hor, none of the times is i get wet voluntarily one lo. LOL! ROAR!!)

Where we have our breakfast buffets everyday :D

Our facils! :D

activities time! Today we put alot of sunblock. Get prepared! xD

We had told to think what we wanted to bring home. Winona wanted to bring home this :D

Part of the resort bulding. Also where the training room is. Our room is all the way at the right side. This is the left side of the resort :D (here, it looks lik a sch ._. )

Wasnt my cam skills. lols. More pictures at facebook.

Zakir looks really different..

Winona looks damn cute and i look damn tall :DDD

Roy & ikmalia XD

My facil! :D We just finished lunchhhh

Some of my groupmates.. They walk super slowwww

Gary & Zakir were acting gay ._.
(they were slping tgt. They really do anyways. Share the same room)

Winona and ronnica

Our dance performance! :D

Its my arm. So is not i write one! Winona write one :D See, im loveddddd ♥

Mariam was talking :D

♥ END.

2009-03-20T00:17:00.007+08:00

It's after 12! Hahahahha and one day has past since my birthday ;D

And i'm officially seventeen!! :D

Firstly, i wanna thank everyone that wished me happy birthday whether it was through SMS, Phonecall, Facebook, Tag or MSN! :D I appreciated it loads!!!

Following in no order at all (:

Sms:

WeiTing, Gary, Gha, Kaixiang, Melvin, Zaki, Yh, Sarah, Xiang An, Weilun, Ronald, Huiee, Anita, Lily, Sandra, Zakir, Jan, KelvinLoh, WeiJuan, Melissa, John Lew, Adeline Chew, Vincent, Estella, Kenny, Winona, Wilson Teo, Jesslyn, Fiona, Anson Cheng, Eugene, Ariel, Theo (Estella's bf lol), Susila, Shaun, Hanwei, Alena, Dorothea, Serena, Yan Jie

Facebook:

Ovi, Wilson Say, Ghazali, Sara, Shin Ying, Ziq, Tobias, Euminl, Serene, Bryan, Derry, Mizi, Shanty, Kelvin Bi, Guan Yuan, Caryn, Kwan, Wei Juan, Valerie, Hui Ee, Shahira, Jian Rong, Kimman, Carol, Yihan, Jing Fang, Andrew Ng, Marcus Er, Dennis, Alvin Goh, Iqbal, Alyssa, Gerald, Jolene, Ying Ying, Melissa Tang, Sylvia, Ruth, Shamilee, Weilun, Hui Zhi, Natiara, You Jing, Alvin Chew, Kheng Leng, May, Ariel, Zhai Siyu, Brina, Phoebe, Brenda

Msn:

YiFang, Guan Yuan, Mizi, Edwin Yeo, Yong Hui, Bryan, Ghazali, Pei Qin, Joanne, Tao Oei, Marcus, Gorgeous, Zhen Hao, Kevinn

TagBoard:

Wei Juan, Yan Qiu, Yong Hui, Yun Da, Edwin, Joanne

I hope i didnt miss out anyone!!! Tell me if i did! :D
This year so many people wish me happy birthday! Super happy hahaha! ^^ i'm very grateful & VERY HAPPY! So THANK YOUUU FOR ALL THE WISHES :DD

First Birthday Wish...

.. on sms: Weiting (she was leaving for camppppppp)

.. on Facebook: Alyssa (my fren thr head concussions lol)

.. on the Phone: Gary (he wanted to prank me -.- lols)

.. on Msn: Yi Fang

.. on Tag: Wei Juan

Last Birthday Wish...

.. on Sms: Yan Jie (Lols, he want me to rmb its the last one)

.. on Msn: Alfie (He also wanted it to be the last one LOL)

[LOLS @ Gha,Mel,Yh,Glen,Zaki's mass msging plus a "iluvu" behind everyone's msges lol!]

My first birthday celebration was on the 18th March!
I was told that go Gha's house to bake! We even went to buy baking ingredients lol
Then, went to his house, met Zaki then found recipe and started to bake!

1 Cup of Flour
1/2 Cup of Sugar
1/2 Cup of Butter
2 Eggs
1 Tablespoon of Milk
1/4 Cup of Choc Chips

190Degrees 20 -30 Min

I doubled everything but only used 2 eggs and whole pkt of choc chips (gha's idea) and i didnt notice the baking time either lol. It can only make abt 16plus cupcakes? Hahah too little flour, too much sugar though. And wrong choc chips bought!

Anyways! Then i thought Gha was kididng when he say i really wont know anyone in his hse. & when i got there,man he wasn't kidding LOL! Then after baking gha say need buy drinks so we went to 7-11 and i bought Korean Maggie. Man, it tasted damn good & i ate whilst i walked back (Gha couldnt believe i actually did that. C'mon i was hungry) Then Gha say go by the Back. Then i saw all my friends there ._. then they were lightin up the candles on a Birthday Cake with wordings: Happy 17th Birthday Keryn!! LOL! Then gleh they all tell me, "You never see anything, walk away... lols" HAHHAHAHA! Damn cute la.. So being the good girl that i am! I walked away and went to eat my maggie :D

Then they sang Happy Birthday :P Awwwwws! xD So sweet!! Then we ate cake and pizza! xD FOOOOOOOOOOOOD!! Hahahah i swear i dreamt of the cake cutting scene before LOL! Then, they gave me a laptop bag as my present!! & That was what i wanted!!! :P I love them to bits man!

They really surprised me lo! ♥

After dinner (way long dinner) we watched Don't Mess With The Zohan. Hahhaha Funny Movie. Rated NC16 and Gha's 2 youngest brother watching -.- and they are cant reach reach 16 with their ages added up! LOL and we only realised that when the show was ending..

OH OH! We played by the pool after dinner :D Brina, Gha, Glen got pushed into the pool! xD I was supposed to be the one going in but! I'm smart :D I stick my legs in between the sun tanning chair and refused to budge and held on to people's mobiles and clothes :P So i won't be pushed down. Heh heh heh :P

Went home after the movie and reach back at... almost 11 isit? hahahah Then i went to pack my room.

By packing, i really did alot:

Clearing table until hands black (i know its flithy)
Clean the table
Polish it
Arrange things back nicely
Shift bed
Vaccum dusty area
Mop dusty area manuall with cloth & hand
Clean the area dry with cloth
Shift bed nicely
Open laptop box's seal
Open laptop
Charge Laptop
Play with New Laptop ♥

Hahahhah awesome, right!! :D

THANKS GUYS!! : Ghazali, Zaki, Melvin, Sarah, Wei Juan, Liwen, Ying Hao, Glen, Patrick, Brina

19th March! My birthday!

As Gha says: IM A PRINCESS ON MY BIRTHDAY! ♥

Was supposed to go out with a different group of people but yeah. I dont want to talk about it. Anyways i emo-ed over it ytd(18th) so gha planned a last min outing and everyone vv sporting say ok! :D i cheered up alot! At 1:20 i met up with wilson to get my present that he bought! Hahahha thanks! :D Really didnt expect it! Hhaha, then me & sarah met up with the rest at 2pm at Westmall then go the CC there to bowl! But only bowled one round cause Liwen & Yinghao were just seating there. Anyways! The first thing i got when i bowled was a STRIKE! Man,im awesome! Hahhaha! Everything was going my way lo.

Like, earlier on i almost missed my bus cos i havent cross the road and the bus was coming already so i was silently hoping red light red light! Then it red light-ed!!! :D AWESOME lo! Then when i reach the front of the bus stop, the bus just nice reached! :D Heh heh heh, this takes SKILLS :P

Anyways! We went to play pool so yh & lw could play. Stopped by kfc to eat first though. Yummy :P Then later on whilst they pool-ed i went to eat again. Cause i dont know how to play pool so i sit one side but i was hungry again, so yeah :D HAHAHHA! Then we played Photohunt! Man! Almost won lo )): Nvm!!! Next time!! Heh heh heh! :D

After pool we went home at 6:30! :D

THANKS GUYS!! : Ghazali, Sarah, Wei Juan, Ying Hao, Liwen

HEY GUYS I REALLY ENJOYED THE 18TH & 19TH!! THANKS ALOT! :D

& THANK YOU GHA FOR AWESOME PLANNING & THE LAST MIN ONE TOO! ^^

THANK YOU FOR THE AWESOME BIRTHDAY!!!

♥

PS.I forgot to get pictures from i dunno who's phones. hahah Sry. & havent uploaded pictures from phone to com. So no pictures :P

2009-03-19T02:11:00.005+08:00

ANDDDDD...

IT'S MY 17TH BIRTHDAY :DD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEEEEEEE~

Had an awesome birthday celebration today :D

Or rather, just now hahaha..

Shall blog about it next time!

Let's hope today gets a whole lot better than the other 2 damned incidents (:

Here's to hoping :D

hoping my family remembers it's my birthday too [:

♥

2009-03-17T17:26:00.001+08:00

BIRTHDAY COMING IN TWO MORE DAYS!!

*hopes high hopes & crosses fingers*

♥

2009-03-17T16:10:00.003+08:00

Okay! Here's my long overdued Bintan Overseas Leadership Camp! :D
Firstly, I MISS DPA & THE CAMP!! )):

PART ONE // DAY ONE

Hahahah! Anyways my bag was so frigging huge T_T I didnt mean to bring so many things. Oh, then i met up with Derry first. Freak, you should see his bag. SO FRIGGING SMALL =.= So! I made him trade :D Heh heh heh, you should have heard him complain all the way. Anyways! I'm placed in Group F. LOLs. Yeah.

There are.... 13 people in my group, excluding the Facil :D
Winona, Serene, Ronnica, Gary, Sam, Zakir, Danial, Ov, Mabel, Qian Xiu, Pierre, Shaun & Kenny (Facil)

They are damn awesome group mates man!! :D Anyways, the first activity that Gary volunteered to be Leader is this game for Forming.

Oh, for activity, someone must volunteer to be leader (: But the catch is, you dont get to know what's the activity until you volunteer. LOLs, and everyone must be a leader at least once.

Anyways! We were separated in the whole room with our eyes closed. Then our leader(gary) had to shout for us to make us form up as a team again. He's the only one with his eyes closed. Man, we shouted so much T_T I thought i was gonna lose my voice. Hahhaha, then the main thing though is to make sure we form a line from the youngest to the oldest.

And! Gary pass that job to me lols, my eye had to be closed leh!! How to arrange??? LOL! But somehow i did it, with the help of my darling teammates :D No help from zakir's "1992 ppl put hands on Keryn's head!" though =.= Lol...

Then my group was the FIRST group!! WOOOOHOOOO!!~ Favour of God :D Oh, then we had to come up with a group name.. FISHERMAN'S FRIENDS! ♥ Cool huh! Hahahah Alot of facils know our group name lo!!! *Famous Group*

OH OH OH! Did you know ALL our meals were BUFFET Meals? & that we lived in a FIVE STAR HOTEL? :D Damn frigging awesome!! Then after dinner we went to our rooms :D MANNNNNNNNNNNN! They are awesome :D

Then winona went to bathe first. My other 2 bunkies went out )):
My Bunkies : Valerie, Sara, Winona, Keryn

*winona closing bathroom door*
Keryn: I'll be watching you..
Winona: ._. *Faster close door*

HAHAAH, i was bored la. Anyways i decided to on the tv.. but i duno how to on )): So i got Kheng Leng to help me on.. Then finally found the Remote, i still dunno how to on )): Then KL finally help me :P So embarrassing la. hahhaha... Then i was bored again so...

Keryn: *shouts* I CAN SEE YOUUUUUU..

Then when Winona came out, she say she almost believed me LOL! Because there's this ultra huge mirror in the toilet, and since it was fogged up, it looked as if it was tinted lols!

By the way, who told winona that i'm a very quiet person ah? HAHAHAH! Cause even winona now say that's TOTALLY not true hahaha!

Winona and I started Prank Calling people :D HEH HEH HEH HEH HEH HEH ♥

Jan came in a whhile ltr then she strted prank calling too :D She fake teacher then the other side really believe, you should have hear their reaction -- Classic! Oh, then i wanted to ask Gary if he still needed the HP Charger, so i called over & shanty picked up the phone. Let me summarise. (Oh, i used my lil voice :D )

Keryn: hhaallo? Is Gary kor kor in...?
Shanty: Er, he's not in..
Keryn: )': Huhhh? Where he gooo... *starting to cry*
Shanty: Er, i dont know..
Keryn: I wan to speak to Gary Kor Kor.. *cries* where is heeeeeeeeeee?
Shanty: I dont know... Who are you?? ._.
Keryn: *crying & Sobbing* I'm.. *sobs* im.. his little sister.. *bawlssss*
Shanty: *covers phone and asks ppl ard her* Gary got sister ah?

HAHAHAHAHAHHA! I burst out laughing then i covered the phone and told Winona what shanty did, then both of us burst out in silent laughter HAAHAHHAHA! She really believe la. Damn funny. Hahha..

Then later in the night, Sara slept already. So, Winona, Valerie and Me went over to Room 1010 to listen to gossip about WP. LOL.. I was quite bored cause it really didnt concern me at all ahhaaha cause i didnt know WP. But some parts were really funny.. I think by the time we went back and sleep it was over 1AM ? Hahha..

Ronnica & me on the bus to the ferry

This is 50% of our AWESOME DPA '09 people :D

The different Cards :D

Ronnica

Me, Serena, Weiting, Jan, Estella

Me, Shieleen, Rina, Cherry, Serena

Estella, Me, Shieleen, Rina, Cherry, Serena

Estella

Hahahha i purposely give this face and Jan still duno what face i gave. xD Her reaction was really retardedddddd

Me & ovi ( Plus Gary behind lol)

Let's Walk to the Ferryyyyyyyyy WEEEEEEEEEEEEEES~~

Two of our Facils..

Dan ask me tak pic of him =.= But he give me such a awkward position... wthhh lols

Mizi

Forgot to on flash, that's why so blur :X

Me & susila~~

Just reached Bintan! Ronnica, Me, Adeline Toh, JingFang

Jingfang :D

On the bus with Ronnica

Me! :D

It was raining )):

Look at adeline & Derry! They're sleeping! So cute :D

Awesome Colour Contrast :D

The bus had to climb this hill ._. LOLS!

Supposed to be me & ronnica only.. Then when i was checking if the photo's okk, i saw jf's face lol. Scare me T_T

Lemon & Dan

Awwws! They're still sleeping :D

Me & Jan & Weiting! Our First Bintan Lunch! YUMMS!

Jan's seat was very low, so this pic proves how small it made her hahaha!!

Random shot

Our training room! :D

The first game.. :D The leaders arranging them according to age..

We had to make big posters of our Names so Post-Its can be pasted on by others later :D
See my drawing sooooo good xD & look at gary's face drawing lol.. He say he dont know draw what..

Mabel, Dan & Shaun(Lemon)

My group's! :DD

One of Dan's Post-Its. HAHAHAHAH!!

Mine in 3 minutes :D Cool~~

DINNERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR~~

END OF PART ONE & DAY ONE

♥

2009-03-16T00:03:00.000+08:00

Wanted to blog! Really! )): BUT COM LAGGING LIKE HELL )): TMR OKOKOK?

2009-03-13T21:23:00.001+08:00

Blogging about camp on sunday!!

CAMP'S TOTALLY AWESOME TO THE MAX! ♥

six more days to my turning of Seventeen~

2009-03-08T21:55:00.001+08:00

By the way.

My Birthday's Coming soon!!! :D

19 March :P

*hints hints*

2009-03-08T19:09:00.005+08:00

I know i havent been blogging since agessssssssssss!
BUT! I got a very good reason :D

i......

was......

Busy :D

Really! Because last week was the last week of NPP lessons so i had projects to rush then after that i kept going out xD So yeaaaaaaa! Then friday night i slept at doro's house!! :D But she surprisingly slept earlier than me by almost 2 hours!!!! Hahahha she was tired, so no camwhore [:

Oh yeah i promised pictures right! But must read the text too yeah!!

PART TWO ♥

Cultural Night!

It was a total last minute decision to go. The night before the thing then i decided. lol. So awesome huh? Anyways i tried to dress nicely. But i think it still failed. Hmmm! Hahahha Anyways yeah.. :D

The roses gha they all bought (:

Kaijing & Sarah

I know i look lik ugh. ahhaha! And that's Glen posing..

Glen also uses his finger to eat mashed potatoes. omg. ewww

Project working!

We couldnt concentrate! So....

Jan extra lo..

I squeeze your head ah!!

Adeline: RAWR I BITE U!!
Jan: What's happening?!?! ._.

I cant get enough of head squeezing :D

Now of course you love me!!

I do too!! ♥

Jan's an evil exception (:

Lessons!!

BREAK TIME!!

Rina. Aka r^2.

Shieleen!

Weiting & Estella!

My awesome specs ^^

Pretty view that looks horrid when you go near :D Just outside NP!

Ghazali & Liwen's 17th Birthday Celebration!

I planned for the first time!! :D
*acknowledges claps*
LOL! Anyways i ordered a cake from school then run out of class halfway(teacher allowed me to) to go get the cake then i hurried back thinking class was about to begin -.-
Apparently, teacher decided to end the lesson when i came back.
Totally nice one. lol

ANYWAYS! I went to my aunt's hse cause it was wayyyy early. Then when i left, i forgot my jacket -.- and i was wearing a bloody sleeveless DRESS. *grumbles*
Then! I was late :X Then then then i went to meet weijuan & ghazali
I tot he saw the cake already lo.
But he didnt lol!
I think im quite big size :D Because i hid it behind me.
But he also vv dumb lo. He stand so close still cant see =.=
Then he tot was magic or someone pass to me.
Man, im awesome aint i! ^^

Went to find the rest of the gang. Gha was surprised.
Mission accomplished!
Then we went to Burger King to celebrate & sing Birthday song!
Then after we sang(it was so soft -.-)
Newyork Newyork there got people sing. Theirs so loud.
So we decided to compete with them LOL!
So embrassing.

Anyways we watched Marley and Me
It ws so sad )):
Me cried. Though i dunno why gha so shocked -.-
Then so cold!! No jacket T-T
I reached home at 12plus xD
So late. I see my dad and i siam upstairs LOL!

But gha and liwen said they had a great time. So yeah :D

[Gha was forcing Glen to take picture (: ]

Yupps that's pretty much it (:
Shall blog about Last Day of Lessons and Bukit Chantu Visit the next time ^^

Tomorrow i'm leaving Singapore to go Bintan for my Leadership Camp!! :D Awesome, aint it! Hahaha. I havent packed yet. Ooops. Thanks Yinghao for the Bagggggggggggggg

BYE PEOPLE
I KNOW YOU'LL MISS MEEEEEEEEE ♥

2009-03-02T21:37:00.003+08:00

No time blog. LOL.

But i gotta keep my promise about the pictures right! :D
So im just gonna post them up.

Been busy the past few days.
Friday no school, i went to HuaYi Cultural Concert.
I forgot what i did saturday and sunday.

Hmm. LOL anyways! :D

These pictures will have really old pictures. Most posted today can be found on my facebook. But those who dont have a FB acc, here's for u! :D

PS. I look like shit in all the pictures ^^

PART ONE ♥

[Im actually taller than grayson, really]

CHERI & ME

): Mrs Ow ignored me

Stop laughing -.-

This is JAN's finger.

Project work! But adeline and me very bored. So.. *look below*

The Pop Family :D
[My Mindworks Skit]

okays. That's all for Part One :D

OH. GUYS / BOYS / DUDES.
In case i have to repeat this again.
Adeline is current attached (:
She's in a very happy relationship.
Cant rmb is 2 or 3 years ^^
So. Uh. You know liao..
Dont ask me ask her for her number

2009-02-27T14:44:00.003+08:00

I HAVE TONS OF PICTURES :D

Hahahhaha but today's not the time to update! Got loads to do! Hmmm. Maybe tmr yeah? :D

Tmr going out with kristleeeeeeeeeeee~~~

Today going out tooooooooooooo~ xD

Today no schoooooooooooooool~~ WAHAHAHAHAAH :X

Alright alrights i gotta go! :)

2009-02-23T01:24:00.002+08:00

annnnnnnnnnndddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd!

i died the minute the darn videos / audios / WMM died on me.

freak. gosh.
GG